Two
Worlds: Rebirth
By
Elayna
notes,
warning and other information at the bottom of the page
Part 1/?
In the drowsy world between sleeping and
waking, Quist recognized something was right, very right.
But even more things were wrong.
The strong warm arms cuddling him close
were right. To be held in a loving
embrace was one of the most wonderful moments in any life.
But he was lying down, not drifting in
the currents, sand on his back, the sun on his front, the only water around him
the waves gently lapping at his … tail?
At least, what should be his tail, but
no longer felt right. His body felt -
separate, disconnected. Ever so softly,
he flicked the very tips of his fins and then sat up in horror, dislodging the
arms around him, to see with his own eyes what had moved.
Toes.
He had toes. Ten of them, five at
the end of each foot, attached to his long pale legs. His tail with its iridescent blue-green scales
was gone, replaced by limbs he could name only because the Jedi Obi-Wan had
given him the words.
"It's alright, it will be
alright," an understanding voice was murmuring reassurances, warm hand
stroking his back.
"What happened?" A silly question really - he could *see* what
happened. The question still needed to
be asked.
"Crion channeled the dark side of
the Force to banish you from the ocean.
Transmogrification, it's a very rare skill for a Force user to
have."
"Transmogrification."
"Yes."
"He made me human." Quist found humans interesting, but he had
only imagined spending more time with them along the shore or in the security
of the water. The thought of actually
being one scared him.
"Not completely." Obi-Wan delicately touched the flaps of
Quist's gills on the base of his neck.
"But mostly. The healers
will need to do a complete medical scan on your internal structure."
Quist turned to look at Obi-Wan's kind
and concerned face. "I don't know
how to be human."
"Don't worry. I will help you. We'll go to the Temple on Coruscant."
"But Crion - my people need to know
what he is capable of."
"Quist." Obi-Wan shuffled his body closer until the
two were sitting side by side, leaning forward to let their foreheads touch,
the physical contact mitigating the effect of his words. "Quist, the Cean will reject you as you
are now, won't they?"
The merman shuddered but couldn't say
the truth. Shunning he could have
accepted, tolerated for a limited time.
None of the prior transgressors had ever been outcast for too long. But to be totally rejected by his
people? To be feared? Is that how they would react to him now? How could they not, when the idea of what he
had become scared even him?
Obi-Wan seemed to understand his
inability to respond, continuing on, "Let us deal with you now, Quist,
with your condition. When you have
adjusted, we can return and try to protect your people from Crion. I fear you are too vulnerable for that task
now."
Another heave of his shoulders and Quist nodded in agreement. He leaned forward but halted, unsure what to
do.
"You have to put your weight to
your feet. Tense your muscles. I'll help."
With Obi-Wan's strong hands guiding him,
Quist rose awkwardly, standing for the first time in his life. Obi-Wan rose with him, keeping his arms
circling Quist's waist. Balancing on
such thin limbs, unsupported by the air, felt unnerving compared to the ocean's
steady support of his body and tail.
Looking down at Obi-Wan's head, he said in surprise, "I am very -
long - next to you."
"Tall. You're a tall man, for standard
humanoids. Let's try walking to the
boat, okay? Just put one foot in front
of the other. And don't worry, I'll keep
hold of you."
Hesitantly, Quist imitated the motions
he had seen humans make on boats, picking up one foot and putting in down in
front of himself. His gait was lurching,
his steps unevenly placed. "I am
not - fluid."
"Graceful. No, you're not graceful. That's to be expected, Quist. Human children learn to walk when we are
quite young. We fall a lot, but we're
much closer to the ground."
"You *learn* to walk? You do not walk from the beginning of your
life? The Cean swim from their
mother."
"No, walking is learned behavior,
not instinctive. You must learn it now,
just as someone recovering from a serious illness or injury might have to. Just move the other foot forward - we'll have
you walking gracefully soon," he said bracingly.
But rather than obey the instruction,
Quist frowned down at the length of his body, reaching to grasp his penis,
feeling the texture. "I am
loose. And not as smooth."
"Yes." Obi-Wan's voice sounded oddly strangled. "You are like all human males. Though perhaps larger than many."
"But I would hurt you like
this!"
"We use lubricant, Quist. It will be fine, just needs more
preparation. It's getting close to
sunset. We should return to town."
Quist still frowned, but found himself
caught in strong arms before he could say more.
He gasped, clutching Obi-Wan's neck.
The Jedi smiled comfortingly as he held Quist close. "We can talk more later. We'll need to talk a lot. But for now we should get back to town. The lights on my boat are not adequate for
nighttime."
Feeling awkward, his frame too long for
Obi-Wan's embrace, Quist tried to make himself small, tucking his knees to his
chest. "Town? You will take me to a town?"
"It's not far, just up the
coast. You need clothes and both of us
will need to eat and sleep soon."
"I must return to my people soon,
Obi-Wan. I must." He understood Obi-Wan's reasoning, but
accepting his plan of action was intimidating.
Quist had heard of towns, alien places where people settled in one
location for many seasons, possibly for their whole lives. What would it be like to enter one of them,
to walk among people who did not experience the constant joy of moving with the
ocean's flow?
"And you will," Obi-Wan
replied soothingly, as if Quist was a fractious child. "As soon as you're coped with your
transition and we've determined if it can be reversed."
Obi-Wan placed Quist in the boat, and
the merman shifted on the seat, not sure what to do with his legs. He wanted to curl them under him, but his
unsheathed penis was in the way of his legs closing. Finally, he planted his feet in front of him,
slightly apart, his hands resting on his knees.
The boat's transition from resting in
one place to moving was seamless, the nose turning away from the shore and
pointing north, picking up speed under Obi-Wan's capable handling. Quist's thoughts were far more troubled. He was a human, going to a town of
humans. Stroking the flaps of his gills,
he wondered how far the change extended.
Would he be able to breathe underwater, or were the gills a useless
remnant of his former being? Could the
Jedi healers change him, or would he be human forever? Then he would need… a job. Clothes.
A place to sleep. To learn what
all the human things were, and how to use them.
He shuddered, wrapping his arms around
himself, trying to still his thoughts.
Obi-Wan straddled the bench beside him, covering him with a fabric of
some kind, embracing him. "It's
alright, Quist. I'll help
you."
Quist nodded, burrowing his head into
Obi-Wan's chest as the Jedi tipped his head back, sitting up straighter to
accommodate Quist's height. The Cean
calmed his worries by focusing on his greatest blessing. The human world may be new and frightening,
but at least he had Obi-Wan, the Jedi, protector of the weak and helpless.
Obi-Wan would help him.
Everything would be right.
~ end Part 1 ~
Part 2/?
What was he going to do?
Force, what was he going to do?
Obi-Wan cradled the large shaking body
in his arms and contemplated their situation with the dispassionate analysis of
a Temple-trained mind and the emotions of a man who could care more than he
should. Accustomed to helping a wide
variety of species all across the universe, holding a larger individual
presented no difficulty for Obi-Wan.
Since his first time soothing Wookie teens bigger than Quist during an
emergency evacuation, Obi-Wan had learned to stretch his arms, use his legs to
help hold, and extend his neck to make himself taller.
Quist wasn't a teen, but more akin to a
toddler. A toddler with a fully developed
personality, and his own knowledge and patterns of behavior that were
appropriate for an ocean dweller. He
would have to learn an entirely new universe of information and cultural norms.
Did a Jedi Padawan on active duty have
the time to take on such a mammoth task?
Could a Jedi Padawan who'd helped cause this fiasco shirk his
responsibility?
Stroking Quist's hair and murmuring
crooning noises, Obi-Wan knew he could do nothing but what he had done. Quist could no longer survive
underwater. Taking him back to town,
helping him learn his new life felt like the right course of action, even if
easy adaptation to the land proved an elusive goal.
Yoda would help, and the Jedi cultural
specialists would be thrilled. Having a
being with such an unfamiliar experience of life would be a unique study
opportunity for them.
With a brief Force pull, Obi-Wan brought
the commlink flying from its resting place on the nav panel to his hand. Keeping his cheek nuzzled to the top of
Quist's wet head, he clicked on the channel.
"Master Yoda?"
"Padawan."
"Master, I have a situation. I could use your guidance."
"Good it is then, that in town I
am."
How interesting. Master Yoda, who was supposed to be waiting at
the spaceport, instead had traveled to the sleepy coastal town without
informing his Padawan. Yoda had a knack
for being in the right place at the right time.
Or maybe the wrong place at the wrong time. However Yoda's ability was classified, he
always appeared exactly when Obi-Wan needed him, and, remembering Obi-Wan's
first naďve romance, occasionally when his presence was least desired. "Can you meet us at the dock,
Master?"
"Have a companion, do you
Padawan?"
"Yes, Master Yoda. And could you bring a cloak with you? Something that could cover an individual of
Master Hruuha's size."
"On my way, Padawan."
The channel clicked off, and Obi-Wan
realized Quist was no longer shaking but finally calm. "Are you all right?"
"I must learn the currents of the
air and people now, before I can return and help my people."
"Yes."
Breaking from Obi-Wan's embrace, Quist
sat up straight. "What is a
cloak?"
"It's a covering for your
body. The society of your world does not
approve of bareness in public. Most
societies in the Republic require people to wear clothes."
"Society? Republic?
Clothes?"
"Society is a group of people, like
the Cean. The Republic is the government
that unites most of the known worlds.
Clothes is another term for body coverings."
"Then the Jedi are a society?"
"Not quite. The Jedi are considered
an Order." Obi-Wan raised his hand
to halt Quist's question before it could be asked. "An Order is a group of people that have
bonded together for a common purpose or out of a set of shared beliefs."
By the time they reached their
destination, Obi-Wan's brain was already tired.
Helping people see another point of view was a common experience for a
Jedi, but the view had never been so dissimilar before, and Quist's
determination to learn his new world was insatiable, leading him to question
every new word. Yoda's small figure on
the dock was a welcome sight; at least his Master would provide a temporary
distraction.
Few people were around the dock area, so
taking the long white cloak from Yoda and covering Quist's nakedness was easy
to manage without raising undesired attention.
Quist stood, letting Obi-Wan tie the closer at the front, guide his arms
through the sleeve holes, and smooth his drying hair.
"Master Yoda, this is Quist. Quist, this is Master Yoda." The introductions were perhaps unnecessary,
since the two had met briefly before, but Obi-Wan had been trained all his life
to automatically fill awkward spaces with words of politeness.
"Harmony to you, Quist."
"Harmony to you, Yoda."
Stepping from boat to dock proved to be
more difficult for Quist than standing.
The boat tilted as he lurched, but with Obi-Wan physically supporting
him and Yoda using the Force to steady the boat, the transition was made. Still wearing the trousers he'd borrowed from
the sunken sub, Obi-Wan donned his own shirt and shoes, and hastily stuffed the
other supplies he'd brought for the day - datapadd, food, his trousers - into
his satchel, swinging it over one shoulder, leaving the other arm free to guide
Quist.
Though the hotel was close to the
seaside, the trip was lengthy, Quist frowning as he concentrated on each step,
his hand clenching Obi-Wan's tightly.
Yoda tapped his cane as they walked, as if he was an elderly being who
required an unhurried pace. Quietly,
Obi-Wan maintained a running litany of explanations. "This is called a dock. Now we're on a street. Those things are called speeders. A speeder is a type of vehicle that allows
humans to travel faster than walking.
Like riding in a boat is faster than swimming. These are stores, where humans can buy things
they need. Clothes to wear, furniture to
sit on, databooks to read, food to eat."
The strange trio earned a few curious glances from passing S'valli, Yoda
seeming to attract as much attention as Quist's shambling walk since few
members of the Master's species left their homeworld.
Quist fell more than sat in the hotel
chair, familiar with the concept of sitting in one, but still uncomfortable
with bending his knees rather gracefully rippling his tail.
"More clothes for him I shall
get. And food?"
Yoda's suggestion made Obi-Wan's stomach
rumble with hunger, reminding the Padawan how much time had elapsed since his
last meal, and how much physical activity he had performed that day. "Yes, Master. Food would be a kindness."
Yoda left, and Obi-Wan sat on the floor
by Quist's feet, waiting quietly, letting Quist absorb his surroundings.
"I know these human things. They are the same as the ones in my sunken
ship."
"Yes. A chair, a table, a bed, a vid unit. The design may differ, but most human
societies have all of these things."
"I am dry," Quist added,
touching his upper thighs covered by the white cloak. "I have never been fully dry before." He stroked his arm, a worried look on his
face. "My skin is flaking."
"It's not your skin. It's the salt from the sea. We should clean you. Let me run you a bath."
Quist had parted the cloak when Obi-Wan
returned, examining his naked body again, running one finger over the fine hair
on his legs. He rose at Obi-Wan's touch,
his step a little smoother than before as he walked into the other room,
stopping in surprise at the hot water filling the bathtub.
"It's called a bath. It's for cleaning our bodies."
"You immerse yourself in
water?" Quist was smiling, pleased
with this concept, as he lifted one leg and placed it over the rim. "It is hot."
"Too hot?" Obi-Wan asked anxiously. He hadn't run the water as hot as his usual custom,
realizing that Quist would only know the cold caress of the ocean.
"I like it." Quist brought his other foot into the tub,
sat down gingerly, one hand on the wall to guide himself down. "I did not expect to learn more about
the water from being on land."
Obi-Wan laughed. "I hadn't thought about it that
way." He lathered his hands with
the liquid soap, and began washing Quist.
"I'd like to take you to Xelfan and show you the hot springs."
"Hot springs?"
"It's where hot water naturally bubbles
from the ground and makes a small pool.
The Xelfana are politically neutral, and they have a resort famous for
its hot springs. Master and I have
settled several trade disputes there. I
think politicians all across the galaxy argue about tariffs as an excuse to
meet at the resort. The stars are like
diamonds, and the air smells of fresh pine trees. It's beautiful and very relaxing after a day
of negotiations."
"I would like to see these hot
springs, to soak in water that is hot from the ground."
Scrubbing Quist's calves, looking at his
perfectly shaped legs, Obi-Wan realized suddenly that good would result from
Crion's actions. Horrible it might be,
to think of banishing Quist from his people, but the chance to show this unique
man the wonders of the galaxy, treasures and experiences beyond his
imagination, was truly a gift from the Force.
Somehow Obi-Wan would combine helping Quist and fulfilling his role as a
Jedi.
Deep in his thoughts, Obi-Wan was slow
to absorb that his attentions were awakening Quist's body. He flushed at his carelessness, looking up to
catch Quist's perplexed expression. The
Cean stammered, "We have not -- no, humans would not swim. This body is very… quick."
"Humans can be quick
sometimes." Conscious that Yoda
would return shortly, he took Quist's penis in his hand, stroking gently,
dispersing his own sexual energy into the Force while pleasuring the other
man.
Quist breathed harshly and shuddered as
he came, leaning forward to kiss Obi-Wan in gratitude. "But you were not pleased."
"I am pleased by your
pleasure. Shh," he shushed Quist by
tracing his lips. "I channeled my
energy into the Force. Master Yoda will
return soon." He resumed washing
Quist, and the Cean was content to let him do so, the bathwater so different
from the majestic ocean and yet still a reminder of home in this foreign
world.
A rap on the door signaled Yoda's presence, and Obi-Wan sent Quist into the other room while he quickly showered. Wearing only a white towel around his waist, Obi-Wan joined his Master and Quist, the sight that greeted his eyes making him smile in bemusement. Quist had donned the cloak again and was sitting on the floor with Yoda, an array of food stuffs around the tall man and the diminutive Jedi. A selection of fresh fish, seaweed, fruit, and bread from the local market, cooked meals of broiled fish and steamed vegetables. Quist was taking nibbles from everything, gingerly tasting the food from the land for the first time. Running his hands through his hair to make it spike up, Obi-Wan sat down beside them.
For this evening, he could enjoy the
company of his Master and Quist.
Together, the three of them would travel back to Coruscant, and with the
support of the Force and the Jedi, help Quist rebuild his life.
Everything would be all right.
~ end Part 2/? ~
Part 3/?
Departing S'valli was accomplished with
attracting minimal attention, Obi-Wan providing physical support and assistance
to Quist's stumbling walk, Yoda paving the way with an occasional Force
suggestion to the too curious that the tall man was recovering from an
accident.
The speeder trip to the spaceport both
unnerved and delighted Quist. His strong
hands locked onto Obi-Wan's arm and squeezed, almost cutting off his blood
circulation, even as he alternated staring at their fellow passengers and the
scenery outside the windows. Obi-Wan
stayed calm and sympathetic, knowing how very strange everything must appear to
Quist, and saving his winces for whenever some new fancy captured Quist's
attention and he momentarily turned away.
Yoda had booked cabins on a passenger
transport from the comm system at the hotel, so they were able to transfer from
the speeder to the spaceship with limited contact with anyone, carrying their
possessions into two small rooms as directed by an efficient droid. With some hours before departure, Yoda headed
into the city to purchase more clothing for Quist. Obi-Wan removed his boots and cloak, sat on
the bed, his back against the wall, and tugged the dazed-looking Quist into his
arms. "Are you alright?"
"There are so many people, so many
- things."
"Life will be quiet here in
space. You'll have a few days to
adjust. Why don't you rest for a
while?"
Quist conceded willingly, his eyes
closing as he cuddled his head into Obi-Wan's chest, memories of the strange
land world playing in his mind. The
morning had started with new sensations and experiences, waking up in a bed,
being shown how to brush his hair and teeth and to dress in clothes, trying
more new foods for breakfast, then leaving the hotel to take the even more
overwhelming trip to the spaceport, with its multitude of new sights, sounds,
and smells, the awkwardness of walking, and the constant brush of strangers
against his cloak. Being held was a
welcome respite. He closed his eyes,
kicked off the uncomfortable shoes Yoda had bought, and snuggled into Obi-Wan's
arms.
They sat peacefully, Obi-Wan meditating,
focusing on his connection to the Force, releasing his worries about the future
traumas and trials Quist would face.
Quist rocked ever so slightly, as if he were drifting in the ocean waves
while separating the different impressions of the day, examining each one, thinking
of all the questions he wanted to ask Obi-Wan.
A brisk tap on the door, and Yoda
entered, carrying a satchel. He smiled
at the pair, and deposited his burden on the floor. "Depart soon we will."
"Yes Master."
Yoda headed to his room, leaving the two
alone. Not sure how Quist would react to
the sudden sounds and atmospheric changes of a ship escaping from the pull of
the planet's gravity, Obi-Wan decided to take preemptive measures.
"We're going to be leaving the
planet soon."
"And traveling in this -
spaceship?"
"Yes. You'll find that most people travel in some
kind of conveyance, mostly speeders and airtaxis on Coruscant."
Quist mumbled sleepily, not particularly
interested in learning more at the moment.
Noises were coming from the outside, loud rumbling noises he didn't
recognize but which sounded even more powerful than the ocean's roar.
"It's the ship's engines. We're about to lift off."
The pressure was light but distinct, as
if Quist was swimming deeper and the water was pressing on him, except that the
air was getting heavier. Something was
moving on his skin, and he looked down to see his - socks, yes that was the
word - being peeled off his feet by invisible hands as the engines made an even
louder whooshing blast and the pressure increased.
"You have lovely toes."
Quist wiggled the admired limbs. His feet were big, matching the rest of his
body, his toes long and narrow.
"Are they?"
"They are," Obi-Wan affirmed,
tickling them with the Force.
The invisible touch made Quist gasp and
jerk. The sensation was pleasant but
disconcerting, the skin of his feet more sensitive than his fins. A chuckle escaped, and the touch poked at his
foot, creating a laugh. Obi-Wan added
more touches with his hands, tickling at Quist's chest, finding susceptible
areas. Quist rolled in Obi-Wan's arms,
facing him to retaliate, but was overcome with laughter by Obi-Wan's ability to
use both hands and mind. Obi-Wan rose
onto his knees, causing Quist to fall backwards on the bed before swooping over
him to continue the playful teasing.
Unwilling to concede without resistance, Quist tickled back, his fingers
searching Obi-Wan's skin for vulnerable spots.
The lighthearted struggle became a battle of erotic torment, tickles
intermingled with caresses, darting kisses interspersed with chuckles, until
Quist rolled again and both tumbled to the floor, Quist on top, pinning Obi-Wan
and forcing the breath from his lungs.
Quist leaned down, intending to end
their battle by kissing Obi-Wan deeply, but then stopped. "The noise, the
air. They have changed."
"We're in space. The engines aren't straining to free us from
the atmosphere and we're not feeling the effects of gravity holding us down any
longer."
"I'm in space."
"Would you like to see what your
planet looks like?"
"Can I?"
They stood together, Obi-Wan guiding
Quist to the tiny porthole in their cabin.
The merman gazed at the ball floating in the blackness of space,
recognizing the vast patches of blue as the oceans, noting the ragged outlines
of the land masses. "My
planet."
"Yes, your planet."
"Do all planets look like
this?"
"Many of them. Coruscant doesn't because buildings cover the
entire world."
[My planet.]
[Yes,] replied Obi-Wan again, smiling as
he snuggled to Quist's back, understanding the awe that could overwhelm a
person into repetition. He'd felt the
same way when Yoda asked him to be his Padawan.
Back when he was only 11 standard years, small and scrawny and
awkward-feeling, and he regarded Yoda as the wisest, most powerful Jedi that
ever lived. Me, Master? Me, your Padawan, Master Yoda? He'd said the words over and over again, not
honestly fearing that Yoda would change his mind, but too astonished to accept
the first reassurance.
As soon as Quist's attention to the
porthole wavered, Obi-Wan began Quist's lessons in walking in earnest. The
voyage to Coruscant would take several days, and time was a valuable commodity
since he couldn't predict how long they would remain at the Temple. Quist, Obi-Wan quickly realized, didn't
understand the meaning of 'slow.'
Despite being a harmonious fellow in tune with the peaceful rhythm of
the ocean, Quist had a strong streak of stubbornness. He was ready to adjust to human life *now,*
and determined to keep working on it for the entire day, walking back and forth
across the small room, learning basics such as keeping his balance and bending
his knees. The frequent falls didn't
deter him, and Obi-Wan didn't reveal how charming he found the sight of Quist
sprawled on his rear, glaring at his feet as if they'd deliberately slipped out
from under him.
"We learn to walk when we're
young," Obi-Wan said, lending a hand to help Quist to his feet. "We're closer to the ground so the falls
aren't as difficult. Maybe we should go
back to the balance exercises for a while."
Yoda's knock interrupted them, and
Obi-Wan was grateful for a reprieve.
Quist would have bruises on his backside already. "Time for dinner, it is."
"Master, do you think we should
bring food back here?"
"To the dining area, he must
come. Understand people, he
must."
Obi-Wan nodded, accepting the
logic. If Quist could accompany them on
future missions, he might end up alone on alien planets, and if not, he would
need to fend for himself at the Temple.
Obi-Wan could not protect or intercede on Quist's behalf for the rest of
their lives, and the few days spent with other travelers seemed a reasonable
place to experiment with Quist's ability to both learn and cover his
ignorance.
Meals were served by droids in a
communal eating area, a duplicate of the arrangement at the Temple. Obi-Wan helped Quist choose a variety of
foods, to continue the experiment with discovering what Quist enjoyed
eating. Yoda selected a table off to the
side, to avoid attention while Quist grappled with the unfamiliar
utensils. Quist ate fastidiously to
prevent the embarrassment of spilling food on himself, and sparingly, allowing
his digestive system to become accustomed to new foods. The Cean were wholly vegetarian, living on
aquatic plants, so he found the fruits and vegetables tasty, but had difficulty
with other types of foods, particularly those that combined cooked
flavors.
Two travelers drifted over as they ate,
by their resemblance a mother and her grown daughter. They made introductions, and Obi-Wan noticed
them looking at Quist's awkward grasp on the utensils. "My friend was in a terrible
accident," he said smoothly.
"He's lost much of his memory and has to relearn his motor
skills." The women commiserated and
hinted for details, but Obi-Wan sidestepped their questions, and they
reluctantly went away, glancing backwards as they departed.
To his dismay, Obi-Wan learned he had
not appreciated the close proximity enforced by shipboard life and the appeal
of a handsome striking figure said to be recovering from a tragic accident and
a loss of memory. The mother and
daughter were the first, but with his height, flowing hair, and serene manner,
Quist lured the romantically insatiable and maternally incurable to him for the
rest of the trip, despite Obi-Wan's increasing attempts to discourage their
interest.
The process began gradually, three
female friends vacationing together joining the queue started by the mother and
daughter, then a solo man, another woman, and finally a keen medical student
who professed to be fascinated by Quist's rehabilitative efforts. Quist's admirers escalated their efforts from
visits at mealtimes to stopping at their cabin to express fussing sympathy on
his recovery and make flirtatious remarks.
Quist's calm tolerance only encouraged his admirers, making Obi-Wan grit
hit teeth and call upon the Force for patience.
After guiding out the mother for the fifth
time in three days, Obi-Wan glared at Quist, catching the slight smile tugging
at the corner of his mouth. "You
appear to find this amusing," he said coolly. "Their interruptions are slowing your
progress."
"They are all very interesting
people. I enjoy meeting these land
dwellers."
"They certainly enjoy furthering
your acquaintance," Obi-Wan snapped.
Quist smiled mischievously as he walked
toward Obi-Wan. Practice had made his
posture less stiff, his bearing relaxed, his hips beginning to swagger the
barest fracture.
Not, Obi-Wan gulped, that Quist needed
to swagger much. His presence was
temptation enough already. They had not
made love since leaving S'valli, Quist so bruised and exhausted that he fell
asleep as soon as his head touched the pillow.
Obi-Wan didn't want to demand more than Quist was willing to give, but
spending hours with the merman sharing only an occasional kiss was straining
his control.
Taking Obi-Wan's hands, Quist interlaced
their fingers, bringing them to rest on the wall, one on each side of Obi-Wan's
head. "It bothers you, does it
not?"
Obi-Wan lowered his eyelids, flicking
his lashes on his cheeks before raising his eyes back to Quist. "Should it?"
"Never." Quist's tongue licked Obi-Wan's lips, tasting
them. "But there is still much of
humans you haven't explained."
"What do you want to know?"
Obi-Wan murmured, his lungs expanding as he breathed deeply of Quist's
scent. Even in the darkness of space, he
smelled of salt and sea, of oceans and freedom.
"You haven't taught me how to do
this." Quist tugged on Obi-Wan's
braid, using it to pull him over to the bed.
"What?" said Obi-Wan,
following Quist's lead, temporarily disoriented at the switch from passion to
hair grooming.
"How to - braid. I have learned to brush but not to
braid. I wish to take care of you as
well as you have taken care of me."
He pushed Obi-Wan on the bed, breaking away to return with the
comb. "I take these off,
yes?" Quist arranged himself behind
Obi-Wan, the padawan sitting between his legs.
His fingers were busy on the padawan braid, removing the red and yellow
bands, carefully separating the three strands, stroking down the length, his
big hands dragging against Obi-Wan's chest, caressing as he went.
Obi-Wan grinned, happy to engage in this
delaying pretense. "I would love
for you to take care of me in all ways, Quist."
"Good." They were silent as Quist combed the
braid. Grooming utensils had been
foreign to him, but he had rapidly learned their use when he realized that
tangles would form in his long hair while sleeping in a bed. The two had devised a hair style for him,
pulling a section of hair at each temple back to tie together, a compromise
between Obi-Wan's admiration of Quist's long hair, and Quist's own frustration
that it tended to fall into his eyes without the ocean floating it away from
him.
Obi-Wan relaxed, pleased with the care
and attention, the excuses Quist found to touch him, his nerves humming with
anticipation.
"Tell me of love, Obi-Wan,"
Quist whispered in his ear. "Teach
me as well as you have taught me to talk.
Do you always make love in a bed?
Do you make love during the day?
Or in the night? Other
places?"
The heat from Quist's body warmed
Obi-Wan as the merman nuzzled his neck, breathing in his scent, nibbling
delicately at his ears, his hands shifting the comb from the braid to the short
hair covering his head. "Not always
in a bed, no. The floor, the chair,
against a wall… and both day and night…"
Obi-Wan moaned as Quist nipped at the spot where his neck met his
shoulder.
"We have not made love in
space. Do you make love in space?"
"You've been so tired…"
"I am no longer tired,
Obi-Wan." Quist shifted their
bodies, lying Obi-Wan on the bed, his fingers fanning the fine hair of
Obi-Wan's braid on the sheets.
"Show me something new."
"Something new?" Obi-Wan asked, his brow furrowed with
concentration as he considered the possibilities. "Not a bed then."
Quist yielded to Obi-Wan's guidance,
rising off the bed to sit on the chair, Obi-Wan straddling his lap, one leg on
each side of his. "On a
chair?"
"On a chair," Obi-Wan
confirmed, before capturing Quist's lips, kissing him passionately, knowing he
would never tire of the merman's mouth.
Holding Obi-Wan's slim waist, Quist
kissed him back, his hands stroking the lean torso, grasping his buttocks and
squeezing, tracing up to his nipples, flicking his thumbs on the peaks. The Jedi's body was exquisitely formed, and
even without water surrounding it, his skin was soft and silky to Quist's
touch.
Obi-Wan's hair dangled loosely, brushing
on Quist's chest before some swung back to Obi-Wan's, catching on their tunics,
forming a wall of hair connecting the two.
Reaching out, Obi-Wan used the Force to bring a bottle of oil flying to
his hand from the dresser. Shivering at
Quist's caresses, the Cean's big hands gentle and arousing on his body, he
undressed the two only enough to free Quist's shaft and shove his breeches off,
grateful he hadn't been wearing his boots.
He coated Quist's shaft and prepared himself, lifting up before impaling
himself, all of his breath leaving his lungs as he gasped with the
pleasure-pain, the ecstasy of being filled.
Groaning, Quist's head arched back, thumping
on the wall, and Obi-Wan took advantage of his position to nuzzle and place
open-mouthed bites on the strong column of his neck. [Do you like the chair?]
Unable to answer, Quist squeezed
Obi-Wan's buttocks convulsively, tightening and loosening on the firm flesh
with the rhythm of Obi-Wan's body, his hips arching off the seat. Having solid flooring to push his feet
against was odd and gave his thrusts even more power. Quist found a steady tempo, plunging deeper
and deeper into Obi-Wan's clinging warmth.
Grinning, Obi-Wan sped up until the
chair was rocking back and forth, the sound of their bodies slamming together
loud in the silence of the room, their hands occupied with the ever-new
discovery of strong muscles and sensitive skin until Quist came, flooding
Obi-Wan with proof of his love. Obi-Wan
followed him, collapsing into his arms, marking Quist's tunic with his
semen.
[So many new things.]
[Yes, so many new things. I will enjoy teaching them to you.]
[As I will enjoy learning.]
Quist stood, carrying Obi-Wan in his
arms, pleased that his coordination had advanced enough to do so, placing him
on the bed and joining him. Stripping
off their wrinkled clothing, he asked, [A nap?]
[Oh, yes.]
Satiated with their love and happy with
Quist's progress, they fell asleep.
Tomorrow they would arrive at Coruscant, but at this moment they would
enjoy the simple pleasure of dreaming together.
~ end Part 3/? ~
Part 4/?
Soon he would be freed from the box,
back on a planet, able to roam free over its land surfaces and into its
waters.
No, Obi-Wan had said that Coruscant was
all buildings. Maybe he'd meant that its
land was covered with buildings, that there were no open areas filled only with
plants? Every planet must have oceans and
rivers and lakes, surely. Even land
dwellers needed water to survive.
Whatever it proved to be like, Coruscant
would be better than this spaceship, with its claustrophobic rooms and narrow
corridors. He had never felt so
constrained in his entire life, so trapped, bound within metal walls. Even in his own private ship on the ocean
floor, he always knew the freedom of the ocean was on the other side of the
airlock.
The death of empty space was on the
other side of the airlocks on this ship.
The feeling of not being able to
breathe, of wanting to swim and swim and swim until he traveled across the
ocean from the shallow depths by one land mass to reach the jagged rocks of the
other big land mass, until he was too exhausted to even flick his tail and
could only let the water's embrace cradle him was becoming increasingly
difficult to hide from Obi-Wan. He
thought he'd managed it so far, permanently affixing a serene smile on his face
while throwing himself into learning about his new body and the lives of land
dwellers.
The other S'valli on the spaceship
helped by distracting him with their chatter.
He had paid devoted attention to them, nodding and smiling and learning
that land dwellers, like some Cean, loved an audience, and that concentrating
on sharing the moment with them restrained the urge to fling himself at the
walls and bellow his unhappiness.
Obi-Wan hadn't liked them or their
attention. The Jedi was careful to disguise
his emotions behind a reserved mask, but Quist saw his reactions when someone
approached them in the dining area or knocked on the door, the way his jaw
clenched, the flatness of his voice.
The jealousy comforted him, soothed
him. Obi-Wan had many duties in his Jedi
life, but he cared about Quist. He would
help him adapt to this strange new world, and return to rescue his people from
Crion's darkness. The knowledge of
Obi-Wan's caring and Quist's own focus on his lessons, walking, holding tools,
understanding the land dwellers, all combined to preserve his masquerade of
serenity.
But now, they were almost to Coruscant,
almost finished with this endless journey of a few days. Obi-Wan was packing their things in the
satchel, folding efficiently while he talked cheerfully, telling Quist more
about the people he would meet at the Temple.
Quist only heard his words dimly, as if he was underwater and Obi-Wan
was above. He was too occupied with the
view in the porthole, watching as the planet came closer and closer, row after
row of white blocks and hundreds, perhaps thousands, of aircars and speeders
all traveling in a multitude of neat crisscrossing lines. So many people. No water.
Maybe Obi-Wan truly had meant that Coruscant was completely covered with
buildings.
"Quist?" Obi-Wan's arms came around his chest, holding
him. "Are you all right?"
"There is no water, no
oceans." He struggled to keep his
voice level, but heard the tremor that was beyond his control. He had depended on returning to his own
environment, at least for a few hours.
"There will be swimming pools. The Temple has several that we use for
training and leisure." The hands
clasped around his waist as he felt Obi-Wan's body settle against his,
Obi-Wan's face nuzzling between his shoulder blades.
"I would like to see them."
"We'll go there right away."
Yoda entered as the ship bumped, landing
on Coruscant. "Ready, are
you?"
"Yes Master. I think we should get off the ship quickly
and visit one of the Temple's pools."
The wizened Master flicked his ears in
agreement and headed down the corridor.
Quist followed eagerly, leaving Obi-Wan to bring their possessions. The Master did the wave Quist had seen him do
on S'valli, the hand gesture and the murmured, "Like us to go first, you
would," clearing a path for them through the other travelers leaving their
cabins, preparing to depart.
The ship landed on a public landing pad
and they transferred to an aircab to finish the journey. The speeder on S'valli had been astonishing,
the machine floating a small distance off the ground as easily as Quist swam in
the ocean, but the aircab was frightening, a huge gulf of nothingness
separating it from the earth. The
visibility was superb and Quist could imagine the dreadful sensation of falling
through the thin air to splatter violently on the hard surface. How could land dwellers bear to be held so
far away from solidness? Air was not water,
and Quist knew he preferred the buoyancy of his home environment.
Obi-Wan comforted him, tucking Quist's head into his chest, making him look at
his lap. This view was much better,
Quist decided, Obi-Wan as well-formed as the flying was unnerving.
The Temple was the second stop, and
Quist scrambled onto the landing pad and into the building, leaving Obi-Wan and
Yoda behind. He stopped in
amazement. Outside, the Temple was
straight, white, plain, resembling the other buildings on Coruscant. Inside, it was magnificent. Quist hadn't learned the words of the parts
of buildings, but this one was built on a grand scale, its lines clean and
imposing, its colors restful and dignified.
A soft touch on the small of his back
encouraged him to move forward, and he did, letting Obi-Wan and Yoda
enter.
"Shall we see the pools
first?"
"Yes, please," Quist answered
fervently, walking besides Obi-Wan, his long legs slowly forcing the Padawan to
increase his pace.
Few people were at the pool, a long
rectangle of clear blue water. Several
padawans, distinguished by the long braids snaking behind them, were swimming
laps to build stamina. At the far end,
an elderly Jedi and an adult one recovering from injuries were performing odd
elegant motions, almost like the Cean doing the dance of attraction. Even as he noticed the swimmers, Quist
stripped off his clothes, ridding himself of the encumbrance, diving straight
into the water, swimming along the bottom to the other side and back
again. Bereft of life, of fish and plants,
of currents, the pool was not the ocean.
This water was an even warm temperature and tasted different, but the
texture was right and the sensation of it flowing along his skin was paradise
after days of timed showers.
The tension eased as Quist swam
countless laps around the bottom of the pool, finally lifting his head out of
the water. The other Jedi had
disappeared, leaving him the sole occupant of the huge pool. Too late, Quist remembered that the land dwellers
wore clothing around their genitals in the water. Had he offended them? Obi-Wan was sitting on the pool edge, keeping
his booted feet over the water's surface, and Quist pulled himself out to sit
by him.
Obi-Wan patted his wet thigh. "I'm sorry. I hadn't realized how unpleasant you found
space."
"I tried to focus on what I needed to learn, not on what I have left. I tried, but I did not succeed. I craved the water."
"You did superbly, Quist. You understand the Jedi belief in living in
the moment. Adjusting to a different
environment is always difficult, and takes time. But please don't hide your emotions from
me. I cannot help you if you shut me
out." Obi-Wan's words were kind and
understanding.
"I will try not to," Quist
promised. "But I am not accustomed
to relying on others. I am the one who
swims close to the shores."
"Learn, you will," Yoda
responded, sitting on his other side, clawed feet tucked under him. "Learn much, you must."
"Yes, Master Yoda."
"Ready to see the rest of the
Temple, are you?"
Quist hesitated, aware that the two Jedi
might need to occupy their time with activity more meaningful than watching
him. But Obi-Wan had requested honesty…
"I would like to swim more, Master Yoda."
"Very well. Bring you back some swim clothes, Obi-Wan
will."
"I did not offend
anyone?"
Yoda snorted, and Obi-Wan said ruefully,
"No Quist, you didn't offend anyone.
Quite the reverse, almost, I think you pleased several of them. We'll have another talk about nakedness later." He kissed Quist quickly and rose.
Uncertain of what Obi-Wan meant, but willing
to discuss the issue later, Quist dropped back into the pool, sinking to the
bottom before zooming to the other end, too absorbed in his world of water to
watch Obi-Wan and Yoda leave.
~ end Part 4/? ~
Two Worlds: Rebirth (5/?)
Mace Windu steepled his fingers
together, leaned back in his chair, and contemplated the duo in front of
him. Master Yoda was considered the
greatest of all living Jedi, his wisdom, connection to the Force, and swordsmanship
unrivaled, and unlikely to ever be challenged.
Few other beings had his advantage of polishing his skills and
accumulating his reputation over centuries of life.
Obi-Wan Kenobi - well, Kenobi was an
excellent Padawan, likely to be a superior Knight after passing his
Trials. Intelligent, diplomatic, a
skilled fighter, generally reserved but with a nice sense of humor he used to
defuse tense situations.
The two were mostly a good
combination. Mostly. Yoda had apparently decided that Kenobi was
too stiff and respectful, and to compensate, allowed full rein to his own
mischievous nature. As far as Windu
could tell, this appeared to be another one of those occasions that Yoda had
manipulated events so that his Padawan would have to defy authority. So far Yoda hadn't succeeded in pushing
Obi-Wan to disrespect, but Yoda didn't cry defeat easily. If they didn't accomplish their missions so
superbly, Mace might be tempted to intercede, but he had only nebulous
suspicions which were overshadowed by
outstanding achievements. "A
week," Mace said with no apologies, "a week is all we can permit you
to be off-duty." A few of his
fellow Councilors nodded, but most sat impassively. As head of the Jedi Council, Mace spoke for
all of them. Disputes were kept private
rather than undermine the Council's collective authority.
"With respect, Master Windu, Quist
needs more than a week to adjust to this life."
"Creche Master Tahl has agreed to
help him."
"He trusts me, Master, and I have
promised to helped him. He's never met
Master Tahl."
"Is your duty to one individual,
Padawan Kenobi?"
Mace almost hated himself as Obi-Wan
flushed and his eyes dropped momentarily to the floor. Obi-Wan had a highly developed sense of duty,
and would keenly feel the embarrassment of being reminded of his obligations to
the Jedi. But obedience to the Council's
will regardless of personal feelings was an important trait in a Knight, one
that Mace would ensure Obi-Wan retained, regardless of Yoda's escapades.
Surprisingly, Obi-Wan's eyes met his
again, and the Padawan didn't back down.
"I realize that my greatest responsibility is to the Force. However, the Force brought us together, and
it was dark use of the Force that transmogrified Quist. It doesn't feel right to abandon
him."
"He isn't being abandoned by the
Jedi, Padawan Kenobi. We will direct our
resources to help him as best we can."
For a second, Mace thought Obi-Wan might
protest more, but the Padawan conceded with a "Yes, Master
Windu." Mace glanced at Yoda, but
the elderly Master remained silent, his expression not revealing whether he
approved of his Padawan's obedience or not.
Whatever Mace might speculate about Yoda's intentions didn't matter as
the two bowed and walked out. The
Council's wishes were being obeyed.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Obi-Wan finally spoke when they reached
their quarters. "Master, did I do
wrong to promise Quist my help? Have I
overstepped my authority?"
"What does the Force tell you,
Padawan?" Yoda began hobbling among
the many lush plants that shared their quarters with them, touching them,
giving them small infusions of the Force.
"What the Force tells me and what
it tells the Council appears to be two different things, Master."
"Hmmm… curious that is."
"Curious isn't the word I would
choose, Master. Master Windu didn’t even
mention helping the Cean. What happens
if I have to go on a mission when Quist is ready to return home? He can't confront Crion alone."
"Deal with that we will when it
comes, Padawan. Worry not in
advance."
"Yes, Master." Obi-Wan sighed again, but Yoda appeared
unwilling to make any future remarks on the subject, engrossing himself in his
plants, snipping off yellowed leaves and feeding them energy. "I think I will shower before dinner,
Master."
"Wise that might be. Calm you
down."
"Yes, Master." Undressing as he walked to his room, Obi-Wan
prepared to get clean and put on new clothes before collecting Quist for
dinner. The Council's attitude worried
and frustrated him. He had made a pledge
to Quist, a pledge that it appeared the Council might prevent him from
keeping. And explaining the complexity
of the situation to Quist would be difficult; the Cean view on most matters,
including personal relationships, seemed very black and white, not allowing for
the various shades of gray demanded by being a Jedi and dealing in Republic
politics.
Somehow he had to make everything work,
helping Quist and fulfilling his responsibilities to the Jedi. He had to.
He couldn't abandon Quist. He
couldn't.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hunger finally drove Quist to emerge
from the water, hands resting on the pool's edge. A female Jedi was seated on
the tiled ground, legs crossed, eyes closed, hands resting on her knees. Her skin was different from Yoda or
Obi-Wan's, a darker color that resembled the sweet honey Quist had loved from
the first time he tasted it.
"Hello," Quist said with caution, not wishing to interrupt a
meditation.
She smiled, her eyes opening to reveal
orbs striped with green and gold. Not merely multi-colored flecks like
Obi-Wan's, which allowed his eyes to reflect his emotions, but actual stripes
of two different colors. "You must
be Quist."
"Yes."
"I'm Tahl. And you must be hungry
after all that swimming."
"Yes, very," he responded, as
his stomach echoed his words with a growl.
"I'll escort you to the dining
hall."
"I am naked," Quist replied,
compelled to warn her before exiting the pool.
She seemed amused, one corner of her
mouth twitching, her eyes gleaming. "Yes, I've heard. In great detail.
I've brought you clothes." She patted the bundle of cloth by her side.
"Do you wish to look away?"
"No need to fret, Quist. I'm blind.
Though from what I've heard, you're a sight I wouldn't mind seeing." She
patted the bundle again. "Come on out. Get dressed and let's get you
fed."
Quist hoisted himself out of the water,
immediately missing the water's caress. The air in the Temple was better than
the spaceship, less stale, more like S'valli, but he still felt awkward in this
environment. The first cloth was a white
towel and he dried himself off, removing every trace of water, while Tahl began
talking about the Jedi food.
"They don't believe in spoiling us
with unlimited choices. There has to be
a couple of options because we're so many species, but we can't order anything
we'd like. We're supposed to be accustomed to eating what is put before us.
Tonight's specialty is spiced worbeef. Have you had that yet?"
"No, I have not." The trousers
were a darker brown than the ones Obi-Wan normally wore. Since the Padawan
wasn't present, Quist sat on the ground, putting his legs into the trousers
before rolling to his back, hips elevated to bring the material around his
waist.
"My favorite is steamed frelty root
with polmin sauce. I love the contrast
of the creamy sauce with the crispness of the vegetables. It must be very
difficult to manage even the simplest of tasks, isn't it?"
Caught in the act of pulling the shirt
over his head, Quist paused, hands raised. "You could tell I am not
standing up?" He finished dressing as she answered.
"It's the blindness. I've trained
to improve my hearing to compensate. The smallest things were the worst for me.
Dressing was such a chore the first few - well, weeks, perhaps even months. I
felt so incompetent and frustrated because the smallest tasks were
difficult."
Quist leaned forward as she reached out,
their hands curling together. "You understand. Obi-Wan understands
but…"
"Obi-Wan is a healthy young
confident Jedi who has always been young, healthy and confident. There is a difference between sensitivity and
experience."
Quist squeezed her hands. "I do not
want to be a burden on him."
"You won't be, Quist. Just be
yourself. And you'll adjust before you
even realize it. I promise. Now I don't know about you, but I'm
starving. Shall we go?"
"Yes." They rose, Quist's heart lighter after their
conversation. The Jedi were as kind and caring as the Cean. He knew he could
depend on Obi-Wan to always be there, but he also could rely on the
others. He wouldn't have to feel guilty
for imposing on Obi-Wan.
End part 5/?
Title:
Two Worlds: Rebirth
By: Elayna
Pairing: Qui-Gon Jinn/Obi-Wan Kenobi
Rating:
NC-17
Archive: M&A, my
page, anyone else please ask.
Category: Drama, romance, action, AR.
Feedback: Please!
Any amount any time.
Notes: This series was inspired by an
absolutely gorgeous picture from Knight Van and a certain suggestion regarding
Qui's nature from Padawan Boots. The
unique combination took root together and wouldn't go away. This is my first WIP, which became a Serial
In Progress. Please bear with me as I
figure it out. :-)
Thanks:
To Cuimne and Alex for wonderful betaing, to Diane and Tracy for
oceanography discussions, and Dagmar and Mac for the inspirational drawings of
MerQui.
Summary:
A Jedi Padawan helps his rescuer adjust to a new life.
Disclaimer: The boys belong to the majestic George
Lucas.
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