Beau
and the Beast (Redux)
By:
Elayna
Notes and other information at the bottom
This
fairy tale begins, as do all good fairy tales, with an extraordinary young
person, a boy barely matured into a man.
He had been destined to be called Benjamin after his grandfather, but
the midwife and the other women attending the birth insisted that he was quite
the prettiest baby born in the village for at least a decade, and the exhausted
mother could only agree with the sentiment, naming him Beau.
Beau
grew up to be as beautiful as his name, in both mind and body. He was an active child, mischievous and full
of energy, but also good-natured, kind, and intelligent.
His
childhood was marred by the death of his mother. After a period of grieving, his father
married a young widow from another village, and Beau was delighted to become an
older brother to her newborn son, his sadness slowly dispelled by having a
sibling.
Anakin
was also active, mischievous, energetic, good-natured and kind, though he was
far more inclined to question everything and to get into trouble exploring, so
Beau found himself often fulfilling the obligations of an older brother,
chasing his younger brother and occasionally lecturing him quite crossly.
The
story begins on one of those days, when Beau was considered an adult while his
brother was half his age, still a child, and had disappeared. Again, Beau muttered ruefully to himself,
glad that he had spent much time in the forest, or else he would be unable to
track Anakin. The other young men in the
village tended to stay closer to home, and the known paths, and had not
developed the same skills as the two brothers.
Anakin
had been particularly tricky this time, Beau realized, studying the ground,
which could have several meanings. He
was either working on his own skills, or testing his older brother, or he was
exploring somewhere he knew he shouldn't and trying to avoid being caught and
scolded fiercely.
The
last, Beau feared, as he accepted that Anakin was headed far into the forest,
in the direction of the castle.
Their
village owed fealty to the lord of the castle, but theirs was the smallest,
humblest, and most distant of the villages, so had tended to be ignored by the lord
except for an annual visit. This neglect
had proved to be to the village's ultimate advantage. The lord had lost his wife and son in
childbirth, disappearing into an extended period of mourning. He had never emerged again, and curious
rumors had spread, that something horrible had happened to him. No substantial information emerged, but the
visits never resumed and the other villages suffered from the lack of the
lord's presence and leadership. Beau's
village had decided to hold an annual festival and market day to celebrate the
coming of spring at the time that the lord would normally have visited, so
their lives continued relatively undisturbed.
Anakin
had been strictly forbidden to travel this far, for there were numerous dangers
in the forest, wild beasts and highwaymen.
The path was rutted and overgrown in places, winding through huge oak
trees that occasionally blocked the sun.
Squirrels scolded Beau for his invasion of their territory, and a
variety of birds trilled their songs at him, though fortunately he encountered
no large animals. He found some berries
growing in wild thickets along the way to calm the growling of his
stomach. As the day passed into evening
and Beau's feet grew sore in his boots, Anakin's disappearance became more and
more worrisome and the prospect of chastising him more appealing. Beau might even be forced to accompany the
normal scolding with a spanking, to ensure Anakin's attention and obedience. He wondered what Anakin could have been
thinking, to travel such a long way.
Even if he reached the castle, the lord was unlikely to welcome an
inquisitive peasant child.
Anakin's
trail did indeed lead directly to the castle, and Beau paused outside its metal
gates, both in dismay at Anakin's foolishness and amazement at the sight of the
magnificent building. The white stone
structure was tall and imposing, much grander than the village's plain
cottages. The metal gate circled the
castle, but to Beau's surprise, it wasn't locked, opening with a squeak at his
touch. He entered the courtyard,
shutting the gate behind him, and approached the castle, surprised that no
servants interrupted his progress. It
had been many years since he saw the lord, but he vividly remembered that there
were always a slew of servants fussing around him.
Tentatively,
Beau opened the castle door, calling out, "Mesdames? Messieurs?
Anakin, are you here?" No
one answered, so he stepped inside, after making sure his green tunic and brown
breeches were straight, and trying to brush the forest dirt off his boots. Though he was only a peasant, he did not want
to be disrespectful.
"Mesdames? Messieurs? Anakin?
Anakin, come here right now!"
Still no
answer, so Beau advanced further in, torn with worry and the amazement he'd
felt at seeing the castle exterior. The
inside was even more beautiful, with graceful furniture, elegant tapestries,
and thick rugs, the likes of which Beau had never even imagined and could not
bear to step upon, walking around them.
He was surprised though, at the castle's condition, once he had
recovered somewhat from his awe and studied his surroundings with a more
critical eye. The castle was clearly
maintained, but only to a limited extent.
Dust had accumulated on the furniture, some of which looked like it had
been broken and repaired, and the tapestries and rugs could have used a good
beating. If one of the women in the
village were so careless of her housekeeping, she would find herself the object
of derision from the others.
Finally,
to his relief, he heard Anakin's voice answer one of his calls, and a fair head
appeared at the top of the grand staircase.
"Beau! You must come see
this!"
"Anakin!"
Beau called sharply. "We are not
supposed to be here. Come down at
once."
"You
have to see this!" Anakin insisted, and then he disappeared, effectively
ending the conversation.
The
strap, Beau decided darkly. Anakin had
been too coddled, and had never known its sting. Still, he ran up the staircase, accepting
that he would have to grab hold of Anakin before he could drag him off.
The room
Anakin had disappeared into was the most amazing of all, a room in one of the
towers, its rounded walls covered with specially built bookcases, full of more
books than Beau had ever seen in his life.
Several large windows with glass in them allowed in plenty of light,
revealing a table with several items on it in the middle of the room, two
comfortable yet elegant chairs by the fireplace, and hanging over the mantle, a
portrait of the lord. Two swords hung
crisscrossed under the painting.
"Look,
it's a chess set! Have you ever seen the
like?"
Beau
glanced at where Anakin was pointing, seeing a chess set as similar to the one
they owned as a swan was to a duck.
"And
this!" Picking up a long object, Anakin held it out to Beau. "It lets you see far away things
close. It must have been designed by a
wizard."
"Anakin,
that belongs to the lord. We may be in
his study. Put everything back where you
found it. We must leave immediately."
"That's
the lord?" Anakin stood in front of the fireplace, gazing at the
portrait. "I only remember him a
little bit."
"You
were very young when he stopped visiting the village." Beau frowned at the portrait, realizing that
it appeared to have been ripped across the middle and repaired. Had it been moved at some time, and
dropped? He wouldn't have thought the
lord's servants would be so careless with his portrait, not that it was any of
his concern. But what about the
furniture downstairs, that had been in a similar condition? What had happened here to cause the lord to
go into seclusion? "Now let me have
this." He took the long object from
Anakin's hands, setting it back down within the dust outline.
"He
looks very nice. Very wise."
"He
was said to be both of those things. Now
come." He reached for Anakin's
hands, but the slippery child was on the other side of the table, picking up
the white king.
"Look
at this. Look at its carving. And it's stone. How long do you think it took to carve
something like this in stone?"
Sighing,
Beau grabbed the king and set it back in its place. "Right now, I neither know nor
care. There are no servants here,
Anakin. No people. Something isn't right. We must leave before we are
discovered."
"You
should have been so wise half an hour ago, before you invaded my castle,"
a voice said from the doorway, dangerous and smooth. Beau froze in horror, for he remembered that
voice from when the lord would give a speech before the feast. Couldn't a servant have caught them?
To his
surprise, Anakin looked absolutely petrified.
He'd expected Anakin to be respectful and slightly apologetic, but still
cheeky and inquisitive, not frightened into stone with wide eyes and trembling
lips. What had happened to the
lord?
Steeling
his nerve, Beau turned, speaking as he did.
"My Lord, we humbly beg – " but the lord wasn't in the
doorway. Instead, it was a beast, unlike
any Beau had ever seen. In form, it
resembled a man, but the body was covered in brown fur with gray on the
tips. It was huge, its head touching the
top of the doorway, and the claws on its hands and feet were long and
sharp. Its eyes were a clear crystal
blue, but narrowed into slits, and it had a snout where its nose should be,
with a mouth full of dangerous teeth.
Oddly, it wore a long brown cape, tied at its neck and draping down to
its knees.
"Anakin." Beau spoke firmly, and Anakin moved jerkily
to stand by him. Giving him one squeeze
on the shoulder for reassurance, he yelled, "Anakin, run!" With that
instruction, Beau lowered his head and ran straight at the beast.
Though
the fearsome monster was much larger than Beau, it was taken off guard, and
Beau's momentum forced it to fall backwards to the floor. Unable to stop himself, Beau fell too,
sprawling on the top of the beast; cheered as he felt the imprint of Anakin's
boot on one calf as his brother ran over the tangled pair and rushed down the
stairs.
Anakin
would escape. He was a fast runner and
would keep going until he reached the village.
Whatever happened to Beau, his brother would be safe.
Leaping
up, Beau attempted to flee, but one clawed paw circled his ankle, yanking him
down, and Beau found himself rolled and pinned to the ground, a snarling
nightmare of a face growling at him. He
struggled, but his strength was useless compared to the beast's.
To his
dismay, he heard a man's voice calling to the lord, and Anakin's shrill,
"Let me go, let me go." A
baldheaded man with skin as black as the night dragged Anakin up the
stairs. "My Lord, what is happening
here? I caught this boy fleeing the
castle."
"They
intruded into my study," the beast said, forcing Beau to his feet, holding
onto his wrists. "They dared to
invade the beast's castle to satisfy their curiosity."
"Sir,"
Beau addressed the dark man, who seemed to be in league with the beast, but was
at least a man. "I beseech
you. My brother is young. We meant no harm. Please let us go."
The dark
man frowned at him, but didn't speak, looking at the beast to reply.
"I
am lord and master here. You should seek
my forgiveness, not his."
Was this
beast truly the lord? Transformed by a
curse of some devilish sort? An animal
who had been a man? "My Lord,"
Beau addressed the beast respectfully.
The beast's paws were like iron bands around his wrists, and the dark
man was much larger than Anakin. They
could not escape these two. "We
meant no harm or disrespect. Please let
us go."
"So
you can return to your village and regale them with tales of the monstrosity
you found? I think not. I will not be mocked."
"We
will say nothing, my Lord. Nothing. You have my word."
"The
word of a peasant," the beast sneered.
"I will
swear it on my mother's grave. We will
say nothing to anyone."
"Why
should I believe you?"
Beau's
temper was typically slow to rise, but he felt it now, shoving aside the fear
and desperation, stiffening his spine.
"I may only be a peasant, my Lord, but I am not a liar and I would
never dishonor the woman who gave me birth."
With a
suddenness that allowed Beau no time to attempt anything, the beast released
one of Beau's wrists, catching both in one paw, using his freed claws to
delicately scrape the length of Beau's face from temple to chin. He didn't use enough pressure to break the
skin, but enough to make Beau shiver with awareness of the beast's ability to
be dangerous, and quite likely deadly.
"You are the beautiful one, the one who was to be called
Benjamin. I remember you."
"Yes,
my Lord. I am Beau and this is my
brother, Anakin."
"Do
you think me a fool? You offer to swear
on your mother's grave but she is not his mother, is she? Why should her grave guarantee his silence?"
"Anakin
is a very good child, my Lord. He will
say nothing."
"Why? Because you tell him to? Do you think I haven't been watching both of
you since you entered the castle grounds?
If he was such a biddable child, then neither of you would be here."
Beau was
unable to stop himself shooting a look at Anakin, which he was afraid revealed
the accuracy of the beast's guess.
Whatever curse had transformed the lord into a monster had clearly not
diminished his memory or logic.
"You
will stay here."
The
suggestion shocked Beau, who was unsure what he meant. "My Lord?"
"You
will stay here, as my companion. If no
rumors of my appearance begin, then I will know he has stayed silent and I may
release you. Eventually."
"No! You can't keep my brother
prisoner!" Anakin struggled against
the dark man, but was held securely, though the man did wince as Anakin's boots
connected with his calf.
The
beast reached out, grabbing Anakin's chin in one paw. "You will learn the value of silence and
doing what you are told, or your brother will suffer the
consequences."
Giving a
strangled sob, Anakin stopped fighting, staring helplessly at the beast.
"Mace
will escort you home. You will tell your
parents that your brother was offered a position in my guard and accepted. His training and duties will prevent him from
visiting for quite some time. You will
say nothing to them of my condition. Do
you understand?"
"Yes,
my Lord."
Releasing
Anakin's chin, the beast brought his nails down the length of Beau's arm,
shredding the green cloth into strips, leaving his flesh exposed but
unmarked. "Do you understand the
ways in which your brother could pay for any disobedience on your part?"
"Yes,
my Lord," Anakin whispered softly, his face revealing his fear as he
studied the destroyed fabric.
"Good. Escort him home," he ordered Mace.
"Wait
please." Beau tugged against the
paws that held him. "Let me say
goodbye."
The
beast released his hands, and Beau rushed to hug his brother, squeezing him
fiercely. "Be good,
Anakin."
"I'm
sorry, Beau. I'm sorry. I'll free you," Anakin promised. Beau had the dreadful feeling that he meant
in some way other than doing as the beast demanded, but was afraid to say
anything overt.
"Take
care, Anakin. Take care and I will be
back with you soon."
Then
Mace and Anakin left, and Beau was alone with the beast. "My Lord," he said stiffly, and
waited.
"Follow
me," the beast said, and with a swirl of his cape, headed down the hallway. Beau did as he was bid, until the beast
reached a door and pushed it open.
"You will sleep here."
Beau stepped inside, careful not to get too close to the beast, to find
a bedroom dominated by a huge bed in the middle, with two matching chests of drawers. "It is late. We will talk in the morning." The beast shut the door, though to his
relief, Beau did not hear it lock. He
wasn't going to try to escape, but he didn't want to feel more of a prisoner
than he was. Numb with shock at the
events that had transpired, he sat on the edge of the bed, noticing for the
first time a floor-length mirror in a wooden frame. The glass was spidered
with cracks, as if someone had hit it once in the center, but Beau could see
himself well, his long hair disheveled from the fight, his face dismayed, the
plainness of his clothes making him look like an intruder in this magnificent
castle.
Wearily,
Beau began to pull off his boots. He was
a captive for now, and a tired one. At
least sleep would fix one problem.
~~~
In the
morning, Beau was denied any chance to pretend that yesterday was a dream, for
he had never slept on sheets so fine or under blankets so warm. Nor in a bed so dusty, he thought as he
sneezed. Neither his nor Anakin's mothers
would have allowed their bedding to reach such a state, but the castle seemed
to lack any servants except the dark man.
To his
surprise, there was a bowl of warm water outside his door, and a pile of
clothes. Left by the lord or the dark
man? He removed yesterday's clothes and
washed quickly, before dressing. The
tunic was blue silk, coming to the top of his thighs, and there were gray
leggings rather than breeches, old-fashioned clothing. Perhaps the lord's when he was growing
up? Certainly they had belonged to a
member of the family, and not a servant.
Venturing
downstairs, Beau headed toward the back of the castle, hoping to find the
kitchen, as his stomach was reminding him that he had gone to bed without
dinner. His belief that there was only
one servant proved wrong as he entered the kitchen to see an elderly plump
woman and a young blond girl having breakfast with the dark man.
"Oh
my! He is as handsome as you
said." The elderly woman leaped up
from her meal to approach him and pinch his cheeks, a familiarity Beau accepted
with good grace. Growing up as the most
beautiful child in the village, his cheeks had been pinched often by the
village women. "Though handsome is
as handsome does. What sort of man are
you?"
"Madame?"
Beau asked, uncertain what she meant. He
tried to be a good man, to respect his parents and God, and to take care of his
brother. Was that not what everyone
strived for?
"He
accepted being held as surety for his younger brother's silence," the dark
man said without obvious approval, "so he is at least self-sacrificing and
not a coward."
"I
could do no less for my brother. No one
could," Beau said staunchly.
"He is back safe with our parents?"
"Yes, your brother has been delivered home. And you have lived a sheltered life, if you
believe that most people would sacrifice themselves for a member of their
family. I am Mace Windu." The man bowed his head in welcome, with a
small change to his expression that might almost have been a smile, and Beau bowed
his head back, grateful for the kindness.
"And this is Madame Yolanda and Siri."
Yolanda
gave him an unexpectedly strong hug while Siri bobbed her head in greeting,
still eating her porridge.
"Eat
breakfast, you must," Yolanda said, serving him a large bowl of
porridge.
Beau
took a place at the kitchen table. This
room reminded him more of home than any other he'd seen in the castle, but even
here the furnishings were more elaborate, latticework carved around the edges
of the wood table and chairs. There were
no signs of neglect in this room, as there had been in the rest of the
castle. "Thank you, Madame,"
he said, even more grateful when she set a cup of tea from India with a dollop
of cream next to his bowl. "And
thank you," he directed to all three of them, "for the
clothes."
"The
master ordered me to find clothes for you," Siri said. "There's a whole bunch of them stored in
the attics. They're too nice for us to
wear."
Finding
out that the beast considered practical matters and seemed to have a concern
that he be comfortable was reassuring.
"They are too nice for me too, but I am grateful to have
them." Glancing at all of them, he
said, "May I ask – how do you come to be here? How many others are there?"
"There
are only the three of us," Mace answered.
"We are all who stayed loyal to the lord after his
transformation." His tone indicated
displeasure with those who had fled.
"Madame Yolanda takes care of the kitchen and the food, while Siri
cleans the castle as best as one person can.
I do what I can to take care of the grounds and animals, and conduct the
lord's business."
"And
the master – how did – what happened to him?"
"The
lord's business is his own, and he will tell it to you if he pleases. Or not." Mace's words were a rebuke,
reminding Beau of his place, and Beau flushed but didn't protest, eating his
porridge. At least he wasn't to be
starved or imprisoned, and had some companions besides the beast.
"The
lord can be very scary, but he can be very nice," Siri offered. "It's the transformation. It makes him quite cross at times."
"Yes. I did notice that," Beau replied dryly,
but he smiled to take any sting from his words.
"How am I to help with the household?" he asked Mace.
"You
are not. You are not a servant
here. The lord made that quite
clear."
"I
am accustomed to working, Monsieur Mace."
"You
are to report to the lord in his study after you have eaten. You will do as he dictates."
The
porridge, which had tasted excellent, was suddenly thick and lumpy, but Beau
finished the bowl, sure that he would need sustenance to face the beast.
~~~
"My
Lord? Monsieur Mace said I should report
to you this morning." Beau hovered
in the doorway, the same doorway where he'd first seen the beast yesterday,
desperately wishing he'd been able to drag Anakin away. The beast was curled on the rug in front of
the fire, even more intimidating with the bright morning sun shining through
the windows, making his fur glow.
"You
recognized the chess set yesterday. Do
you play?" the beast asked, rising from the rug.
"My
Lord?"
"Chess. Do you play?"
"Yes,
my Lord."
"Decently,
I hope, but beggars cannot be choosers.
Sit. You may have
white."
Relieved
but uncertain, for playing chess had not passed his mind as a possible first
chore, Beau sat as directed in one of the chairs, which had already been moved
close to the table. He studied the
board, a little bemused at the fact that he was about to play a game of
strategy with a creature covered in fur.
"Well? How long does it take you to decide on your
first move?" the beast snapped, making Beau instantly move a pawn in a
conventional gambit, wishing that he knew how well the beast played.
Disconcertingly
well and very quickly, proved to be the answer as the beast checkmated him in a
disgracefully short number of moves. He
never sat, but prowled around the room, his cape swishing around his long
limbs, barely glancing at the board before making his moves.
"You
know the basics at least," the beast noted, tipping over the white king,
and Beau felt his pride rise.
"I
am not at my best this morning, my Lord.
I can play better."
The
beast placed his paws flat on the table, his blue eyes staring intently into
Beau's. "Always play your
best. Always."
"Yes,
my Lord," Beau agreed obediently.
"Will you allow me the chance to redeem myself?"
One of
the beast's ears flicked. "You may
have white again."
"Thank
you, my Lord." Beau reset the pieces,
noting that the beast did not try to help.
Because Beau was the servant or because he didn't want to harm the
pieces? He had handled each one
carefully as he made his moves, as if he was cautious not to scratch them with
his sharp claws. Beau felt a great rush
of pity for the lord, a human mind and soul, capable of logic and reason,
trapped in the body of a monster. He
wanted to ask the beast questions, to find out how he had been transformed, but
hesitated. As Mace had reminded him, it
was the lord's decision whether to provide information to his captive.
Still,
Beau studied the board, planning strategy in his mind, hoping that if he proved
a worthy adversary in the game, the master might trust him and reveal some
measure of what had happened to him.
~~~
The day
had gone better than he expected, Beau reflected as he readied for bed. He and the beast had played four games, each
one taking a longer amount of time as Beau learned how the master's mind
worked, adjusting his strategy accordingly.
Unfortunately,
the master had not unbent enough to tell Beau anything about himself, though he
had asked a number of questions, mostly about Beau's knowledge and what he had
learned growing up in the village. At
first, Beau had thought that the master was determining how else Beau could be
a useful companion to him. That
supposition did not seem reasonable though, as not all the questions involved
activities. How developed was Beau's
ability to read and write? What did he
know of literature, of mathematics, the sciences? Did he ride, hunt, could he shoot a bow? Could he dance?
The
questions had been asked carelessly, impatiently, but the beast's mastery of
chest revealed a keen and sharp mind. He
had a purpose for his questions, even if Beau could not determine it. Beau answered honestly, thoroughly, aware
that while his learning was considered quite significant for his village, he
probably seemed like an ignorant peasant to the lord.
Confused
by the day's events and mentally drained, Beau felt asleep swiftly, still
thinking of the lord.
~~~
Beau
assumed that the chess games would resume the next day, so was surprised when
the beast pointed to a book and demanded that Beau read aloud. The book was on natural philosophy, and
contained much advanced knowledge and many strange ideas. He stumbled over a few words, but soldiered
on until his voice threatened to give out.
The beast paced the room or stared out the window, listening.
"You
stopped reading." The beast whirled
away from the view.
"Continue."
Beau
struggled to wet his lips. "Yes, my
Lord." His stomach chose that
moment to rumble in protest at the length of time since breakfast.
"You
are hungry."
"I
am fine, my Lord."
"Do
not lie to me," the beast roared.
Beau
felt singed by the blast of his hot breath.
"No, my Lord. I mean, yes,
my Lord. I am a bit hungry. But I can continue."
"Be
silent," the beast commanded, and Beau felt an unusual resentment at the
contradictory instruction. He didn't
have time to say anything though, as the beast prowled into the hallway,
yelling for Madame Yolanda to bring lunch for Beau. The beast entered the room, going to stand by
the window again.
Grateful
for the respite, Beau set the book on the table, folded his hands in his lap,
and waited. Madame Yolanda appeared
shortly with a tray filled with cold meat, cheese, bread, a red apple, and a
restoring glass of wine.
"You
do not eat, my Lord?" Beau asked, noting the lack of a second plate. He began to devour the food in an unseemly
fashion.
"I
eat alone," the beast said shortly, and Beau wondered how difficult his
teeth and paws made eating with human utensils.
The beast came close to Beau, sprawling on a chair. "You read well, but you do not know all
the words."
"No,
my Lord," Beau agreed, happy for once that obedience meant he could answer
briefly and keep eating.
"Do
you understand the concepts?"
"Generally
yes, my Lord." With his attention
on his plate, it was easy to forget that he was talking to a beast. His voice was lovely, deep but with a
pleasant lilting quality.
"But
you have questions?"
"Yes,
my Lord."
"From
now on, you shall ask your questions when they arise, and you shall say when
you are hungry."
"Yes,
my Lord," Beau agreed, happy to have permission. His father had always said that the nobility
wanted obedience, not questions, but the lord was clearly an unusual noble, in
mind as well as body.
He ate
his fill and was ready to resume when Yolanda entered with a fruit tart wrapped
in a towel to keep it warm, insisting that he must enjoy it fresh from the
baking. The beast nodded, so Beau ate
happily, as both watched him, Yolanda obviously pleased with the compliment to
her skill. And the beast… the beast's
thoughts were difficult to determine.
His eyes were expressive, but often watchful or angry, and the fur on
his face hid any change of coloring that would help reveal his emotions.
After Yolanda
left with the dishes, Beau took a last sip of wine, and picked up the
book. "My Lord?"
"Yes? What is your question?"
"May
I begin at the start again? I have
questions I would like to ask."
The
beast nodded his furry head.
"Proceed."
The
afternoon was even more fascinating than the morning, for Beau stopped often,
seeking clarification, and the beast gave lengthy and interesting answers. Fortunately, the beast seemed to approve of
Beau's curiosity and encouraged it.
By the
time evening arrived, Ben was exhausted yet exhilarated. Most of the villagers knew only the basics of
education and the skills necessary for their trades. The beast was the wisest and most informed
being that Beau had even known. Other
than a sense of loss at not seeing Anakin and their parents, Beau thought he
had never been happier or more interested.
He hoped
that Anakin was not too distressed at the fact that Beau was a prisoner, for
Beau himself was beginning to enjoy the experience.
~~~
The next
several days passed swiftly, each one unique and yet following the pattern that
the beast wanted a companion who would engage and challenge him. Beau read many days, science or literature or
poetry, and each time the beast would insist that Beau ask any and every
question that came to his mind. To take
breaks from the reading, they played chess again, or the beast would show Beau
objects of amazement, such as the farseeing device that Anakin had tried to
show him, or maps of the country and surrounding lands, and they would discuss
geographical principles.
They
strolled throughout the castle, the beast talking of its history, the building
techniques that had been used, and the history of his family. They also ventured around the grounds,
examining the crops that Mace was growing, and the beast talked at length about
what it meant to be a lord of a manor.
He did not dwell on the impact of his transformation on the nearby
villages, but Beau could see the sadness in his eyes when he discussed what a
lord meant to the villagers, and how he should take care of the people, tasks
that he could no longer perform.
Beau saw
the servants only at breakfast and sometimes at dinner, depending on how long
the master kept him. He enjoyed their
company, though Mace was inclined to be dour, Yolanda given to whimsical
pronouncements, and Siri often in a dreamland of her own. He ventured a few more casual questions but
was unable to get any information on the lord's transformation.
Siri
continued to bring him more clothes from the trunks, until he had a wardrobe at
his disposal that was superior to anyone's in the village. He came to enjoy the silken fabrics,
smoothing his hands over the long tunics as he settled them in place over the
leggings. Yolanda sat him down one day,
sharpening her knife and declaring that his hair needed trimming. It was the first time anyone other than his
mother or Shmi had cut his hair, and she took off
more than he expected. That evening,
staring at himself in the spidery mirror, he could barely recognize the young
man in the cream silk tunic with gold embroidery and brown leggings, with his
red-gold hair brushing the top of his shoulders. If he hadn't known, he would have said a lord
looked back at him.
To his
surprise, dancing was added to the repertoire of activities the next day. "Dancing?" he asked, gazing around
the huge ballroom. The room must once
have been one of the most beautiful in the castle, with its wood floor, high
ceilings and painted walls, but it had been one of the worst victims of the
limited cleaning staff. "But
why?"
"Do
you dare to question me?" the beast growled.
Beau
stiffened his spine and raised his chin.
"You encourage me to question the meanings of writers and
poets. Why should I question only those
I shall never meet?"
To his
relief, the beast's mouth twisted in an expression that Beau interpreted as a
smile. "You are quite correct, my
young companion. I shall answer your
question in time. For now, you will obey
my wishes for I am your lord."
"Yes,
my Lord. I do know several country
dances and enjoy them. We have always
had dancing at the village festivals."
"Good. Show me."
Siri,
however, did not know how to dance, and their only music was Mace beating a
basic tattoo on a drum. Yolanda proved
to be the best partner and surprisingly light on her feet. The experience was awkward at first, and
difficult without enough partners to form rows or circles, but soon Beau became
swept away by the fun of whirling Siri and Yolanda around the floor, their feet
moving to the rhythm set by Mace. All
three were laughing when the music ended, and Beau bowed deeply to his
partners, who curtsied vigorously, if not elegantly.
"Master?"
Beau asked, seeking approval from the beast, but he was gone. "He left?" he asked Mace.
"During
the last dance," Mace replied, flexing his fingers. Feeling disappointed that the beast was not
pleased, Beau lamented, "I thought he wanted us to dance. Why did he not stay?"
"I'm
not sure the master knows what he wants these days." Yolanda pinched his cheek. "Thank you for a most pleasant
experience, young Master. And now I have
dinner to prepare." She left the
ballroom, followed by Siri, who gave him a last curtsey and a giggle before she
fled.
"I'm
not the young master," Beau said to Mace, surprised that Yolanda would
call him so.
"Are
you not?" Mace asked, which seemed an odd question, as Mace knew he was a
captive, though Beau had started to forget that fact. Mace did not wait for Beau to disagree with
him, following the ladies from the room.
Uncertain
what to do next, Beau searched for the beast, though he could not find
him. He finally curled up in a chair in
the study to be available when needed, and fell asleep.
~~~
Beau
woke with the sensation of being watched, blinking as he searched for the
cause, spying the beast's crouched figure by the fireplace. A fire had been built, warming the room, and
there was no more sunlight coming through the windows. Evening must have fallen. "My Lord?"
"Are
you hungry? Madame Yolanda left you food
in the kitchen. The others have gone to
bed."
"My
Lord… what do you want of me? I
understand your need for a companion, but why dancing?"
"You
have learned too well to question."
"You
wished me to use my intelligence, my Lord."
The
beast rose, standing in front of the fire, staring at the portrait over
it. His portrait. The size, the shape of the head, the noble
brow and deep-set blue eyes, the color of hair and fur were all the same, but
one was a man and one a beast. "I
was transformed into this beastly creature by a sorceress."
"Yes,
my Lord?"
"Most
of the servants fled in fear, not only because of what happened to me, but also
because I reacted in rage and anger. I
destroyed much in this castle, smashed and broke irreplaceable things, for I
could not bear to look at myself."
"I
had noted, Master, that there are places where things seem to be missing,"
Beau said, hoping to encourage the beast to keep talking.
"Mace
and Yolanda remained out of loyalty, and Siri because she was too young to go
anywhere else. They have done immense
service to this castle, keeping it in order as best they could."
"You
are their lord."
"I
cannot be, though." The beast's
paws clenched, flexed. "I cannot
break this curse and as long as I remain here, the castle cannot be restored to
the grandeur it deserves. A lord is
necessary, someone who can manage the household and the working of the land,
who can visit the villages and decide on matters of justice, who can make the
castle live again."
"I
do not follow your meaning. You are the
lord."
"But
I will not remain so. You must take my
place, Beau. You are intelligent,
handsome, thoughtful. You care for
people. You have all the qualities
needed to be a good lord. You need more
training and then you shall make this castle live again."
"I
cannot, my Lord." He had been born
a peasant; how could he be a lord?
"You
will be. You must. It is your duty, to me, to this castle, to
all the people in the villages."
"But
you – you are the lord and master."
"I
shall write a will, making you my successor, and then go live in a forester
cabin in the woods. Mace and Yolanda
will bring me food regularly, and I will be available if you need to consult
me."
"I
cannot," Beau insisted again. He
could never display the same strength and wisdom as the beast.
"You
must," the beast said fiercely, turning to look at him, blue eyes focused
and determined, as if he could convince Beau to agree by power of his eyes
alone.
Beau
opened his mouth to repeat again that he could not, when a noise stopped him,
the creak of the massive front door being opened. "Why would someone be leaving the castle
at this time of night?"
"No
one is leaving," the beast growled.
"Stay here." The cape
swirled around his legs as he sprang for the doorway, disappearing into the
darkness of the hall.
Disobedience
seemed to have taken hold of him tonight, Beau thought, as he rose and lit a
lamp, cupping his hand around it to minimize the glow, following the
beast. The castle felt alien, scary,
patches of pale moonlight accentuating the blackness. Beau walked to the top of the grand
staircase. He could hear whispers, men's
voice, and see faint glimpses of light where the intruders also must be cupping
their hands around lights.
He had
no idea where the beast was, and wondered if his eyesight was like an animal's,
better able to see in the night.
Lifting
his lamp high, so it cast a glow down the stairs, Beau could see that there
were at least three intruders in the grand hallway. "How dare you enter the castle without
permission? Leave this place at once. You are not welcome."
"So
there is someone living here," one of the men said, swaggering forward
fully into the light. Beau could see he
was a rough-looking fellow, bearded and dressed in the clothes of a
peasant. "A young lord," the
man mocked. "Where are your
soldiers and courtiers?"
Beau
wanted to deny his status as a lord, but he had no reason to explain himself to
these louts. "That is none of your
business," he said coolly, for they had invaded the beast's castle. "Leave now before you get
hurt."
"We've
heard that there's treasure here, a rich treasure. We won't be leaving until you lead us to
it."
"I
will lead you to nothing except certain death if you don't leave." Where was the beast? And why hadn't Beau grabbed a sword from the
study? Foolish, foolish stupidity, and
now the ruffian's partners had come to stand behind him. All three started to walk up the stairs,
short swords in their hands, and evil grins upon their faces, and Beau had to
do something, or they might harm the others.
"You
were given a chance," the beast said suddenly, his voice echoing in the
grand hallway. "Remember that when
you burn in hell."
The
ruffians had the sense to look scared but not to turn tail and run, instead
clutching their swords fiercely, glancing around, poised to attack. The beast's roar was like thunder as he
sprang, arms and legs fully outstretched, face wild, fangs exposed, landing on
the three, knocking them down as he slashed at them with his claws.
The
battle was fast and decisive. The
ruffians were too disorganized and scared to fight effectively, and the beast's
claws were wickedly sharp, slicing through cloth and into skin and muscle,
until the invaders were a heap of bodies at the base of the stairs. The beast crouched on the bottom of the stairs,
and gave another horrible roar, as if the noise must purge the violence of the
fight from him.
Beau ran
down the stairs to the beast. "Are
you alright? Did any of them hurt
you?"
"You
ask if I am alright? I have killed three
people."
"You
gave them a chance," Beau answered, well aware that the men would have
killed him to get the treasure they sought.
He had seen that truth in their leader's eyes. "You defended your castle and your
people, as a good lord should."
Where had those intruders heard that there was a treasure in the
castle? Beau had heard rumors after the
lord's seclusion, but nothing was said about a treasure.
"I
– " the beast moved, and winced, one paw covering his upper arm. "I must remove the bodies. Siri should not come across them in the
morning."
"I will
help you."
"You
don't have my strength."
"Then
I shall take the smaller one, or we can carry them together," Beau said
with a certain amount of asperity.
The task
was not pleasant, but Beau had helped prepare his mother's body for burial, so he
was not unfamiliar with handling a dead body.
They decided against moving the bodies outside, not wanting them to be
desecrated by a wild animal, instead dragging them into the never-used dining
room, covering them with old cloths.
Beau held the lamp up as the beast hastily mopped up the worst of the
blood, conscious that the lord should not be doing such a menial chore, and
noticing that he favored one arm.
"Are you hurt, my Lord?"
"One
of them cut me, but not badly," the beast said, dropping the last of the
stained cloths over the bodies.
"Come." Beau curled one hand around the beast's
paw. "I'll take care of your wound
in the kitchen."
The
beast followed him, more like a tame pussycat than a wild animal. In the kitchen, Beau pushed him toward a
chair, then stoked up the fire and started a kettle to boil. With warm water and a cloth, he dabbed
delicately at the bloodstains on the beast's fur, finding most of them to be
the attackers' blood. He lingered on the
cut on the beast's arm, brushing the fur away to expose the shallow cut,
deciding that it was not deep enough to need covering.
As he
worked, Beau realized that he had never touched the beast. The beast had grabbed Beau a few times, but
Beau had never willingly touched him. He
took more time than absolutely necessary to ensure that the beast was well
tended, surprised at the softness of his thick fur and how good it felt to his
fingers. This close up, he could admire
the richness of the brown color, and how the gray on the tips gave it a
dignified sheen.
He was
almost finished when he realized the beast was shivering, faint tremors shaking
his limbs. "My Lord?" He pressed his hand on the furry brow, but
could not detect whether the beast's temperature was high. He stroked the short whiskers and cheek to
offer comfort. "You seem
unwell. Did I miss a wound?"
"I
am fine," the beast insisted, though his tremors increased. "You should eat. You did not get your dinner."
"I
am hungry," Beau agreed, stepping away from the beast, still worried for
him. "Can I get you any
food?"
"I
do not eat in front of others. It is
unseemly."
"You
were magnificent tonight, defending the castle."
"You
were the magnificent one," the beast insisted, "demanding that they
leave. You will make a fine
lord."
The idea
still troubled Beau and yet, standing on the top of the stairs, looking down,
issuing orders, had felt… right.
Reaching out, he stroked the beast's arm near the wound, checking it,
his fingers lingering on the beast's pelt.
"You will always be the lord here."
"I
must go," the beast said abruptly, and to Beau's astonishment, leaped out
of the chair and ran from the kitchen.
Beau started to follow but acknowledged that he could never find the
beast if he wanted to disappear.
Resigned,
he sat down and proceeded to tuck into Yolanda's excellent meal, still
pondering what could have made the beast tremble.
~~~
Beau spent
the next morning helping Mace dig graves for the bodies, not in the castle's
cemetery, but in the nearby woods. As
they dug, they discussed why the thieves had expected to find treasure, Mace as
perplexed as Beau. A number of people
had invaded the castle over the years, but generally out of curiosity, not from
any specific motivation. Beau feared
that Anakin might have spread the rumor, hoping that a greedy interloper would
kill the beast, freeing Beau from his captivity. He was a clever child, and capable of the
occasional exaggeration to suit his own purposes. Beau didn't share his concern with Mace,
thinking it wisest to keep his own counsel.
When they finished with the task, Beau bowed his head in respect while
Mace said a few words for the villains' immortal souls.
After
lunch, Beau was finally able to approach the master's study. The beast seemed unchanged by the last
night's events, though he did study Beau carefully before waving him over to
one bookcase. He pointed at a decorative
wood panel, and said, "Put your fingers there, and twist and – yes, you
have it." The decorative panel
opened, revealing a shelf of books.
"You have been very sheltered in your village, but you will have to
go to court to take over this manor, and present documents to the King. It is a very different world among the
members of the nobility."
"Are
these books on manners and etiquette?"
"They
are books on matters much more dangerous and important," the beast
answered cryptically. "Take
one. I wish you to go to your room and
read it."
"You
do not wish me to read aloud to you?"
The
beast's body trembled as it had last night, and harshly he said,
"No," before disappearing again.
Beau
studied the books inquisitively, finally selecting one that appeared
well-handled, and retreated to the master bedroom. He had realized during one of the tours with
the beast that he had been given the grandest bedroom in the castle, isolated
from where the others slept. He settled
in the chair by the window, wondering if the beast had put him in this room
because he had intended from the beginning that Beau should become the
lord. But then he began reading, and his
attention was wholly occupied by the characters in the novel.
Beau was
not ignorant of the facts of life. He'd
watched his parents interact, shared his father's sadness when his mother died,
watched his father woo and win Shmi. He
had watched cows, horses, and other beasts copulate, had many frank discussions
with his friends, and even kissed a few of the village's maids.
Nothing
in these experiences had prepared him to read written words of how members of
the nobility might interact, how they would tease and taunt and play games
outside of wedlock, how a lady might share a leisurely afternoon with her maid
or a footman, or a gentleman might have a quick, lusty dalliance with another
gentleman while out hunting.
Beau
grew faint and dizzy as he read, and once or twice had to stop and walk around
the room to collect himself. His shaft
grew stiff within his breeches. The
story was so engrossing, he tried to ignore his body's need, but finally had to
lie down and fondle himself until he found relief.
As he
began to read again, he wondered why the beast chose to show him this type of
book. Was it just another step in his
training? Then he reached a particular
passage describing how a man trembled at his lover's touch, and Beau remembered
how he had so carefully stroked the beast's fur last night, and how the beast
had reacted. Had the beast been aroused
by Beau's touch? Was this why Beau had
enjoyed stroking the beast so much, why he'd felt compelled to keep touching
his fur?
His
senses afire, Beau went to the beast's study, finding him in his frequent spot,
curled on the rug in front of the fireplace.
Beau knelt and began stroking him, the fur soft and smooth on the palms
of his hands.
The
beast rose on one elbow. "Beau,
what are you doing?"
"I
didn't realize. I didn't know. I didn't mean to torment you last
night."
"I
did not give you the book to put you under an obligation."
"It
is not obligation." Beau pushed at
the beast's shoulder, making him roll to his back. The beast was strong enough to resist Beau
but didn't. Emboldened, Beau let his hands
roam all over the beast's chest and shoulders.
"It is wonder. I never
dreamed anyone like you could have such feeling for someone like me."
"Someone
like you? The most handsome young man in
the country?"
"A
peasant. A simple ordinary peasant and
you a lord."
"A
beast."
Beau's
hands dropped to the beast's hips, upper thighs, and the area between,
searching for the organ he hoped was hidden in the fur. "I have read much today of how a lover
can be beastly. How he can claim and
take another and give pleasure in doing so." The beast's organ rose from his fur, red and
hard and like Beau's in appearance, though beastly in size. "You are magnificent, my Lord,"
Beau breathed, curling his hands around it and stroking, sitting on the beast's
thighs.
The
noise the beast made was somewhere between a growl and a whimper. His hands went over his head, staying there,
but his fingers flexed restlessly as if he wanted to grab onto Beau.
The
beast's reaction, the burning need in his blue eyes, the way his organ
stiffened and leaked evidence of his desire, all delighted Beau. He wanted to repay this creature with a man's
mind, to show appreciation of all that the beast had introduced him to, the new
ideas and wonder of learning.
Beau
slipped a hand between the beast's legs, finding his furry sac, fondling it
while his other hand relentlessly stroked up and down the powerful shaft. The beast's muscles quivered under his fur,
the gray-brown color shimmering in the candlelight, as if he craved to move, to
fling himself at Beau. The knowledge
that such a magnificent creature would surrender his control to Beau was
astonishing. Beau stroked faster, until
the beast gave a mighty roar, his head arching back as his white seed spurted
onto his gray brown fur.
"You
– " the beast sat up, cradling Beau's hand in both paws, nuzzling at his
lips. His nose was soft and a little
damp, the short fur on his snout ticklish on Beau's lips. "No one has touched me like that for too
long."
"I
have never touched anyone like that," Beau confessed. "I did it correctly?"
The
beast's eyes seemed to darken, blue becoming smoky gray. "Has anyone touched you? The young maids or lads from your
village?"
"A
few kisses, my Lord. That is
all."
"Take
off your clothes." The beast
brought his hands away from Beau's head, waving his clawed fingers in front of
Beau's eyes. "I do not wish to
shred them."
The
demanding tone said that he would destroy them if Beau did not move quickly
enough, so Beau replied, "Yes, my Lord," before standing and
undressing. Standing naked in the middle
of the day in front of another's eyes, he felt almost more decadent than he had
while touching the beast.
"Your
body is as handsome as your face."
"I am glad it pleases you," Beau responded, not able to stifle the
compulsion to cup his hands over his shaft.
The beast shifted into a kneeling position in front of Beau, his paws
curling around Beau's thighs, the sting of his sharp claws touching Beau's
flesh. The beast's tongue flashed out,
licking at Beau's hands. Its surface
was wet, warm and slightly rough on Beau's skin. He gasped, and clutched at the beast's head,
digging his fingers into his fur, exposing himself fully. "Master."
"Yes,"
was all the beast responded, licking up and down Beau's shaft. The texture of his tongue on Beau's most
sensitive area was amazing, making Beau feel like he was burning all over with
sensation. His shaft hardened to an
embarrassing degree, sticking straight out, craving more attention. The beast took advantage of its changed
position to lick the underside, running his tongue frequently around the
head.
Beau had
touched himself, of course, even earlier that day, but only when his body
insisted, and his own hand was a paltry implement next to the beast's
tongue. He had never known such
pleasure, such ecstasy, and could barely cope with the intensity and duration
of the experience, finally crying out, "Master please! I can stand no more! Please!"
The
beast's paws curved over his buttocks, his claws raking over the plump cheeks
from top to bottom, causing Beau to tighten his grip in the beast's fur, his
shaft swelling and throbbing as his body was swamped with pleasure. The head of his shaft erupted, his seed
gushing out, and the beast's tongue flicked out quickly to drink as much as he
could before it fell to the rug.
"Master,"
Beau said drowsily a long time later, as they lay together on the rug, his head
pillowed on the beast's broad chest. He
played with the beast's fur and occasionally rubbed the flat brown nipples he
had found buried in the thick pelt.
"I did not know that such pleasure could be created between two
men."
"You
have much to learn, my beautiful one. I
will enjoy teaching you all I can."
Beau
raised his head to see the beast's expression, wondering how he had ever found
him difficult to read. "You cannot
leave me. Not now that we have
experienced this together."
"Eventually
I must. You must become lord, Beau. This castle needs a master that people can
accept."
Beau
wanted to deny the truth of the lord's words, but knew the lord would be
disappointed in him. The lord would put
the needs of the villagers above himself, and he would expect Beau to do the
same. "How did this happen to you,
Master?"
"I
have always loved men more than women, but a marriage was arranged for me, and
I married as my father bid. She was a
good, gentle woman, and we enjoyed each other's company. She made an excellent lady for the
castle. She was to bear my child and we
were both very happy. But then she died
in childbirth with my son."
Beau
rested his head on the beast's chest, stroking him soothingly, remembering when
that news had reached the village.
"Though
I had not loved her deeply, I was desolate at the loss of the two of them. The castle went into mourning. It was coming close to the end of the year,
and the anniversary of my loss, when a woman came to the castle. She knew my mourning was almost over and said
she was to marry me and to give me children.
She claimed that she was part fairy and that our children would have
special powers. In my grief, I spurned
her. I told her that I would never love
or marry another and that I hated the very sight of her."
The
beast fell silent for a bit, and Beau kept stroking, waiting.
"She
grew angry and offered herself again, reminding me that I needed an heir for
the castle, but her words enflamed me, and I swore at her and affirmed that I
would never love or marry again. It was
not true, even as I said it, but I hated her for thinking she could replace the
sweet lady who had given her life in an attempt to fill my need.
"She
cursed me and said that if I would not marry or love again, I did not need to
be a handsome man but instead should be a beast, that all women should know to
avoid me. There was a thunderous noise
and I felt great pain. I writhed in
agony and watched fur grow on my arms."
"She
was evil, my Lord."
"She
said I should never become a man again until I learned to love and was loved in
return. But how can anyone love a
beast?"
Beau
pressed himself close to his lord and thought it might be very easy
indeed. But would a lord – even as a
beast – want the love of a peasant?
~~~
Beau
felt as if he must be changed in some fashion by what had occurred with the
beast, but the others didn't seem to notice at dinner. "I wish the lord would eat with
us," he commented.
"He
is embarrassed by how he must eat," Mace said.
"He
told me of how the sorceress cursed him."
"She
was an evil witch," Yolanda said bitterly, "but at least she did not
do as much damage as she wished."
"She
wished to do more than transform the lord into a beast?"
Mace and
Yolanda exchanged knowing looks, as Siri said, "That's so like the master,
to not tell you the best part."
"It
was hardly the best part," Mace said dryly. "Nothing good happened that
day."
"The
master did good for us, he did," Yolanda corrected Mace, who shrugged in
acknowledgement.
"What
did the master do?" Beau asked, wondering what his lover had omitted.
"The
witch began to turn us into stone. She
said a beast wouldn't need servants. The
master was still recovering from his transformation, barely understanding what
had happened to him, but he struggled to his feet and threatened to tear her
from limb to limb if she didn't release us."
"He
was so angry," Siri added, her voice hushed. "I was only a child but I shall never
forget how ferocious he looked."
"But
he didn't force her to change him back?"
He tried to imagine even his own father or any of the village men being
so bold and angry with a sorceress, and could not picture it. They were brave men, but they would be
unnerved at the thought of confronting a woman with such mysterious
powers. The memory of Anakin fighting
with another child who had been bullying his friends leaped to his mind. Anakin might share the lord's
recklessness.
"Put
conditions on her spell, she had," Yolanda explained. "Fulfilled they must be for the spell to
be broken."
"He
must love another and be loved in return," Beau said slowly. Why did it hurt to think of the lord loving
another? "He never tried to find
some way to break the spell?"
"We've
hoped and prayed for a miracle, but he remains unchanged."
"And
who could love a beast?" Yolanda asked, but when her eyes met Beau's, he
wondered if she had guessed his secret.
~~~
Beau
retired to the master bedroom that night with hope in his heart. He undressed but did not put on a nightgown,
instead sliding naked between the sheets.
Taking up the book, he read by candlelight, letting the images wash
through him, feeling himself becoming erect by the time the door opened, the
beast slipping quietly inside.
"Am
I welcome?"
"I
hoped you would come, my Lord." He
started to set the book down, but the beast shook his head.
"Read
to me," he said, draping his cape over the cedar chest, getting into the
bed next to Beau.
Blushing,
Beau began reading at the start of the chapter, excited already, feeling the
tantalizing sensation of the beast's big furry body against his own naked
limbs. The lord touched him under the
bed, rubbing one furry paw against Beau's side.
The book seemed to fall from his fingers and his words sputtered to a
halt.
"Master,
please."
"Please
what, my beautiful one?"
He
captured the beast's paw, bringing it to his shaft. "I need you, Master. Please lick me as you did earlier. I crave to feel you again."
"I would
do something else, something that may burn at first, but will feel even
better."
"Anything,
Master. I trust you. Do you wish me to touch you?" He sought
out the beast's shaft, but now it was the beast's turn to catch Beau's hand.
"I
want to come within you."
Beau
knew what he meant, had read of how one man might penetrate another. "Please, Master."
The lord
threw the covers back, exposing Beau's naked body and his own furry one. "Roll onto your hands and
knees." Beau obeyed promptly, turning
over and raising into the position as ordered.
The lord stroked his back, his buttocks, and his thighs. "So beautiful, so obedient."
"Yours,
my Lord."
"I
cannot prepare you as fully as I wish," the lord said, one flick of his
claws against Beau's skin explaining his meaning. "This may burn."
"Yes,
my Lord. You said that. I am prepared."
"My
Beau." The lord settled on his
knees between Beau's legs, and began licking his back, to his buttocks. The warm nubbly tongue felt wonderful on
Beau's skin. Then the lord's paws cupped
his buttocks, spread the cheeks, and Beau burned to think of the lord's face so
close to such an undignified part of his body.
The lord's tongue licked all along the crevice, and excitement replaced
embarrassment.
"My
Lord," Beau pleaded. He wasn't sure
he would be able to last until the lord had entered him. "You will make me spill myself."
"Come
when you wish, my beautiful one."
He
twisted his head to see behind him, his own white limbs framed by the brown-gray
fur of the lord's massive body. "I
want to know what you feel like."
"You
will." The lord's tongue focused on
Beau's opening, licking it diligently.
"Come if you wish. It will
help you relax."
But
having received permission did not trigger Beau's release. Instead he felt hotter and hotter, need
burning him alive as the lord's tongue teased him. His shaft ached but did not explode.
"You
are as ready as I can make you."
"Then
claim me, my Lord."
"Yes." A final nuzzle, and the lord bracketed Beau,
one furry arm next to Beau's, his chest resting on Beau's back, his other arm
holding his shaft, pushing it steadily into Beau's body. It burned, as the lord had promised, causing
Beau's shaft to deflate. "You are
alright?" the lord asked, nuzzling his snout into the long hair that
covered Beau's neck.
"Keep
going, my Lord. Please," Beau
begged. It hurt, but not in an
unpleasant way, and Beau wanted to know all of the lord, and offer him the
satisfaction that he could find in Beau's body.
"I
could not stop, even if it meant my life," the lord whispered, placing his
other arm on the bed by Beau. His
actions seemed to contradict his words, as he began to pull out, and Beau
started to protest, but then he shoved forward again. The lord began rocking on his knees, each
forward thrust bringing him deeper into Beau's body before withdrawing
again. Beau relaxed as much as he could,
his head hanging down. Then the lord
pushed just a bit farther, and something miraculous happened, as Beau felt a
place within his body flare in pleasure, a pleasure that swept everywhere,
through his limbs and into his head. He
gasped.
"I
told you this would feel better," the lord said, with a tone that sounded
like pride, a pride Beau could not deny, for no one and nothing had ever made
him feel so good.
"Yes,
my Lord, oh please, more," Beau begged.
The lord
surrendered to his own desire and Beau's pleading, claiming him again and
again, his thick shaft burrowing fully into Beau until his furry sac caressed
Beau's skin with each forward thrust.
Beau arched his back so that the thick pelt of the lord's chest rubbed
against his skin, feeling surrounded, reveling in how the lord took and
mastered him.
When the
time arrived and the pleasure unraveled through Beau's body, making his release
flow, feeling the lord receiving his own pleasure, hearing the lord's roar in
his ears, Beau feared that he might pass out from the intensity. He dropped to the bed, unable to hold himself
up, and the lord curled around him, cradling him in his arms.
"You
have given me so much pleasure, my Lord, and taught me so many things I never
dreamed of knowing," Beau whispered.
"Thank you."
"It
is I who should thank you, for allowing me to learn your heart and body, for
knowing that you will make this castle live again. Tomorrow I shall begin to teach you to use a
sword, the last skill you must learn."
Beau
dropped his head to rub his nose on one of the furry paws, vowing to himself
that he would learn so well and so slowly that the beast would have to stay
with him a very long time.
~~~
Despite
the persistent ache of knowing the beast planned to leave when they were done,
the sword-fighting lessons were fascinating.
Beau's father had taught him to use a staff, so Beau had some experience
with weaponry, but a sword was a much more complicated tool to master. Though the beast's claws made curling his paw
around the handle difficult, he was an excellent teacher, explaining strategy
and demonstrating technique flawlessly.
"Back,
you scurvy villain," Beau shouted, taking an exaggerated pose, smiling at
the beast and raising his sword. They
stood in the courtyard, the place they most often practiced, as they both
enjoyed the pleasant sun.
"I
shall conquer you," the beast swore, and Beau could see the promise in his
eyes, both that he would win this bout and the one later tonight, or perhaps
this afternoon.
Beau
gave a shiver and attacked, his sword clashing against the beast's. They fought, circling each other, both taking
turns attacking and defending, until Beau saw that the beast's eyes were
looking past him. The beast's lack of
attention confused Beau, for the beast had always instructed that he should
never allow his attention to be distracted from the battle. Straightening from his fighting stance, Beau
turned to see behind him, where Anakin stood, a bow in his hands, with an arrow
cocked.
"Anakin,
no!" he yelled, but it was too late.
He felt the brush of air as the arrow flew next to him, and turned to
track its path. It hit the beast
squarely in the middle of his body, under his rib cage. The force made the beast seem to curl
forward, his blue eyes shocked. He
clutched at the arrow with his paws.
"NO!" Beau yelled, knowing instantly that by the depth and
location, the blow would be a killing one.
"My Lord!"
He ran
to the beast as he collapsed on the ground, falling to his knees and cradling
the great shaggy head to his breast.
"My Lord," Beau repeated, brokenly, unable to bear the thought
of losing him.
"My
beautiful one." The beast brushed
at the tear running down Beau's cheek with one clawed finger, his voice weak
and broken. "You must be lord now. Do as I have trained you. Marry and have children."
"You
cannot leave me, my Lord. I will never
love another."
"I
have never loved anyone as I did you," the beast said, giving a gasp of
pain. "Train the boy then. There must be a lord."
"Yes,
my Lord. We shall make the castle live
again," Beau promised, in awe at the lord's understanding and forgiveness
of Anakin's desperate act. " I love
you," he struggled to say, crying, watching as the light slowly dimmed in
the beast's beautiful eyes, his head lolling back as the life left his
body. "My Lord."
"I
didn't know," Anakin said in a shaky voice, coming to stand next to
them. "I thought he was keeping you
prisoner."
"He
was, at first." Beau reached out
one arm, and Anakin rushed to be hugged.
Beau couldn't bear to let go of the beast, so clutched both of them to
him. "But then he became …
more."
Anakin's
eyes glistened with tears. "I'm
sorry, Beau. I wanted to save you. I thought you were trapped because of
me."
"It's
my fault. I should have asked to visit
you days ago. He was teaching me to
become lord of this castle. He had so
much knowledge and wisdom."
"I'm
sorry," Anakin repeated, hugging Beau.
"I didn't know."
Beau
gave him a strong squeeze before releasing him.
"We must honor him now.
Please go to the stables. You should
find the dark man, Mace, there. Let him
know what has happened, and ask him to bring a cart here." A cart would be a poor sign of respect, but
the master had been tall and broad. Mace
and Beau would have a struggle to carry him.
"It should have a sheet lining it." He would wash and bathe the body, and
tomorrow he and Mace could dig a grave in the small cemetery, putting the lord
to rest by his wife, son, and ancestors.
Anakin
ran off toward the castle. Beau thought about
telling him not to rush, that he wanted some time with his lord, but the boy
was gone. He sat by the beast, stroking
the fur, still warm from the sun, but knowing the body would begin to cool. The arrow still jutted obscenely from his
chest, so Beau rolled the body to one side, finding that the head had passed
fully through, emerging from his back, but had broken off when the beast
fell. He coaxed the body back to lie on
the ground and pulled on the shaft, removing the rest of the arrow, throwing it
aside.
He
should have tried to leave earlier, to see Anakin and their parents and
reassure them of his well-being. He had
known that Anakin wouldn't desert him.
His foolish absorption with the beast had led to the beast's death. He gave a sob, felt the resumption of tears
trickling down his face, and curled over, burying his face in the beast's
pelt. Never more would he hear the
beast's deep voice, listen to his wisdom, spar with him, feel the scratching of
his claws on Beau's skin, shiver with anticipation as the beast pushed him to
his hands and knees and prepared to claim him, know the power of his
possession.
Despite
the anguish he felt at the loss of the beast, he knew he must follow his dying
wish. He would be lord and train Anakin
to follow in his footsteps. When Anakin
was old enough to take over, to marry a young woman and have children, Beau
would retreat to the forester cabin, to live out his life in isolation, as the
beast had lived these many years. It
would be the only tribute he could offer his master.
The body
twitched, though lost in his grief, Beau hardly noticed it. But then another, stronger, arms, legs and
torso all quaking before stilling again.
Beau sat back, perplexed. Then
the beast's body spasmed, twisting and flailing, as fur fell off in great
chunks. Beau scrambled backwards,
watching in amazement and concern. Was
this some effect of the curse, that the beast would not even be allowed a
decent death?
The
beast's mouth opened, roaring from the depths of his belly, as his features
mutated, transformed. Light seemed to
glow from his entire body, as pale skin replaced fur. Almost blinded, Beau glanced away, blinking
his eyes rapidly, and when he looked back, the beast was no more. Lying on the ground in front of him was a
man, a man he recognized from the portrait over the fireplace. His hair was longer with more gray in the
brown, and a gray beard covered his chin, but it was definitely the master, the
lord of the castle.
And he
was alive, his breath shaky as he sat up and looked around.
"Master?"
Beau asked tentatively.
"My
beautiful one." The master looked
down at himself, his naked body only loosely covered with his cape, and touched
his own chest in wonder at the curly gray hair, so different from the thick
pelt. He laughed, a truly happy
sound. "I am cured. Your love has cured me."
"My
brother… my brother killed you."
"If
I had died, I would have died happy to know that you would take my place. But now I shall live for the rest of my days with
you at my side. You will stay? You must." He reached out, and Beau threw himself into
his arms, and their lips met for the first time in a kiss. The lord commanded Beau's mouth as he
commanded his obedience and his body, firmly and completely, and Beau
surrendered willingly, opening his lips for the master's tongue, sucking on it
greedily.
The
castle door opened with its normal squeaking, and Beau and the lord
separated. They stood, neither able to
take their eyes off the other. The lord
wrapped the cape around his body, holding it closed as Anakin, Mace and Siri
came running up.
"My
Lord!" Mace cried, dropping to a kneeling position, happiness on his
face. Siri's, "My Lord," was
softer, and she too dropped to her knees.
"You're alright," Anakin said numbly, as Yolanda came puffing
up. "I'm too old to be kneeling, my
Lord, but right glad we are to see you again."
"Please,
my friends. Stand. You have kept me safe and protected and been
loyal these long years." The lord
squeezed Mace's arm, encouraging him to stand.
"Everything will change now.
The castle will live again. But
you three will always be honored and appreciated for your service."
Mace and
Siri stood. "My Lord," Mace
said, dazed. "The curse has been
broken."
The lord
ruffled Anakin's hair. "By this
young man, protecting his brother. I
died but was reborn without the sorceress's curse."
"Does
this mean I'm not in trouble?" Anakin blurted out.
"Anakin." Beau hugged his brother. "Just this once, you are not in trouble
for disobeying me. Just this
once." He smiled, and hugged Anakin
again, knowing that it had been both the catalyst of Anakin's arrow and their
shared love that had saved the lord. The
conditions of the curse had been satisfied, and the lord reborn.
The lord
scratched his face. "I must shave
and dress. Beau, will you warm some
water and bring it to me? Yolanda, I
have longed to eat your food in a civilized fashion. Will you make some lunch?"
"I
shall make you a feast," Yolanda promised, rushing off.
"Mace,
Siri, you must begin to plan how many people we shall need. A butler and maids and groomsmen."
"Me,
sir?" Siri asked, seeming a bit dumbfounded at the chore.
The lord
smiled, soft and sweet. "You shall
be my housekeeper now, shall you not?"
Siri
bobbed a curtsey. "Yes, my
Lord. If you wish, my Lord."
"I
do. But first, why don't you show Anakin
the castle? He must visit us frequently,
since his brother will stay and be my successor and heir."
Mace and
Siri nodded respectfully to Beau, perhaps only surprised that the plan would
remain the same now that the lord was restored, but Anakin gazed in
astonishment at his brother. "You
will be a lord."
"I
will," Beau said, barely able to keep his voice steady, his heart thumping
at the thought of living the rest of his life by the lord's side. "And perhaps you shall follow me. Now go with Siri and see the castle." He gave Anakin a little push, and everyone
scattered to their tasks.
~~~
The bowl
was warmed by the hot water within in, and Beau carried it carefully into the
master bedroom, setting it on the chest.
The lord was standing naked in front of the mirror. "I am glad that I did not destroy them
all," he said. "I wanted to
see myself." He touched his own
body, as if in amazement. "I am
older and grayer than I was."
Beau stood behind him, his reflection shorter than the lord's. "You are still magnificent, my
Lord." Feeling daring, he placed
one hand on the lord's stomach. "Everywhere," he added, sliding his
hand down to cup and fondle the large shaft, which needed little encouragement
to rise up.
"I
hope you are prepared to handle the man as well as you did the
beast."
Beau
scattered kisses on the lord's back.
"I am sure the man can still be quite beastly," he
murmured. "But I belong to the man
as I did to the beast."
"And
you will tame the man as well as you did the beast." The lord curled his hand around Beau's,
removing it from his shaft. "Take
off your clothes."
Stepping
back, Beau obeyed, tugging his tunic over his head. "You do not have to worry about
shredding them now."
"No,
but I may still rip them off if you do not hurry."
"The
others are expecting you to take your time washing and dressing. They will not disturb us."
"The
others are not my concern. Knowing you
as a man is."
Beau
smiled, for he shared the sentiment, craving the lord's possession without the
encumbrance of fangs, claws, and fur. He
finished undressing, and was back in the lord's arms as soon as the last
article of clothing hit the floor. The
lord kissed him wildly, and Beau kissed him back as desperately, eager for more
of his lord's mouth, the soft lips and greedy tongue. Running his hands up and down the lord's back,
Beau realized he missed the thick fur, but appreciated the velvety feeling of
the lord's skin. He gave a short laugh
as the lord lifted him in his arms and carried him to the bed. The lord was as strong as a man as he had
been as a beast, and Beau knew he would demonstrate that strength over and over
again in the years to come. He soon knew
the touch of the lord's fingers within him, making him ready in a way that the
beast had never been able to do with claws, and then the press of the lord's
shaft inside him while the lord stole his breath away with more kisses.
His
lord, his master, his beast. Forever.
~ the end ~
Title:
Beau and the Beast (Redux)
By: Elayna
Pairing: The Beast/Beau (Qui-Gon Jinn/Obi-Wan Kenobi)
Rating: NC-17
Archive: M&A, my site, anyone else please
ask.
Category: Romance, Alternate Reality, first-time.
Feedback: Please! Any amount any time.
Summary: The classic tale
retold slashily; mostly inspired by the Disney
version.
Notes: Previously published
in the Con*Strict 2008 zine. I've written Beau and the Beast once, with
Obi-Wan as the beast. This is the
reversed version, with Qui-Gon as the beast.
Warnings: Does sex with a man transformed into a beast constitute
bestiality?
Hugs and thanks to Gloriana for shaking
this fic apart, and to Merry Amelie for the final
beta polish.
Disclaimer: The boys belong to the genius who created them, George Lucas.
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